comin backk!!!

okay im so tired now, got back from church conference yesterday, it was awesome! and I just finished packing and having my lunch now, my pastor is coming in 30 min to get my stuffs and i cant wait to see his shocked face when he sees how much luggage i got to keep in his house. ALOT!!! yea im movin out of this place cos it costs me $168 a month and thats freakin expensive. so my flights at 9pm i'll go to darwin then transit to sinjapore i'l prob reach there early morning. gonna do some shopping i guess and meetin some friends. next day go to KL chillin' and get ready for my flight back to BRUNEI!!! wooooo i know u guys can't wait to see me so come earlier cos theres' a long queue waiting for me and y'all hav to wait lol. okayokay im crappin. dont have to come, im coming back on the 23rd and so i'll contact you guys on the 24th and we all go yamcha!

i cant put any more details, im actually speed typing this cos I gtg soon so apologies if it doesnt make sense and yeah i'll see u guys soon

blessings

bummer my pc is dead

short note: bummer my pc died, it died during the day i went to the prom, im now in uni bloggin and my hearts broken my baby precious laptop died on me yesterday, she fought so hard, so strong but her will wasn't strong enough and in the end her OS died on me.. sigh.... im praying for a miracle to happen or either that i'll send it to the shop and fix it next monday and hopefully it doesn't costs. I'll blog bout the prom when my pc's fixed and when my hearts mended again.
p.s- psst banana i think thers a pic where ur lookalike is in wahaha

2 down, 2 to go baby!

okay...... my 2 toughest paper is done! well technically it wasn't that tough because it turns out that the paper was easy and i studied haha! i said it was tough because I havn't been studying those subjects this semester until the exam. Anyway intro to research and accounting done... the last two subjects is gonna be a breather hopefully. I didn't get to sleep much last night because I was up the whole night doing accountings (curse you accounting!!). slept for only like 2 hours on the day of exam...and there were a few times when i reached a question and my brain just short-circuit...cant remember what i've learnt and 2 cups of coffee wasn't enough ....not a good idea haha.

oh and prom is this friday... gonna get myself a gold tie to match the gold dress so its like all black with a gold tie and 'brownish-goldish' hair lol. oh and im getting her a corsage as well for the wrists. costs me $22 -.- guess it isn't that bad heh. thx cassie for helping me to find a florist!!

other than that something terrible happened last weekend. I was in my room then my housemate msged me on msn 'Jason I think there's a rat in the living room' im like oh cripessss... so we went out I had my rolled up newspaper ready to whack the RAT just in case.... well I was at section A , while my housemate was at section B ( yea we were climbing on top of the chairs and kitchen table lol) and we moved the chair so the mouse would leave the dark confide area right? WRONG! the rat freaked us out, it CLIMBED on the chair (section C) ! im serious!!!!!!!!!!!! absolutely disgusting, freakish, scary, horrying waaaa. and when it climbed my first reaction was scream =.= embarassing it was , my manager heard it and hopefully not my neighbours. anyway i think the mouse got frightened of my scream and quickly ran out of the door and never come back again (hopefully)


Yea and the mouse was big alright, the the nice cute mouse u see in the pet store, its more like i think a 3/4 of guinea pig size?
oh and i was disappointed when my dad said I couldn't get a new guitar =(( my baby yui!!! yeah i named the guitar even before i got her lol. So i guess my sister's guitar is officialy mine although im not that quite happy about it but oh well...i'm gonna work hard nxt year and get a new one.... meet my new adopted baby.... 'Krystal' named after Krystal Meyers whos viewed as the Chrstian Avril Lavigne as she roxors wif her guitar, for a girl that is lol. so yeaaahhh my adopted baby 'Krystal'!! oh and I decorated her too =) note the 'Jesus freak sticker' on the her body hehe.

Much luv

havin a break =p

haha yea so im havin a break from studying =p well er not going so well wif my revision. went out and go cut my hair again cos of the prom enxt week meh. and you now how expensive it can be to go and cut in aus. so i went to that korean guy for hair cut again.... i guess its spring so they increased the price form $10-$12.... what the... o well nvm, 2 more right... then he asked where was i from i said malaysia cos he thought i was from taiwan or hong kong lol. then he said 'you're very handsome ( no im not makin this up ok, im not tat big head lol ) anyway i was like 'well thanks for the compliment' ...........NOT! apparently my friend told him just cut and wash for both of us and turns out that after cuttin my hair he went and wash my hair and guess what? EXTRA $18!!!! just for a shampoo on my head with water???? i just though he was gonna wet my hair to clean the hair but noooo it was all so comfortable and mushy and wet and just ahhhh.... no wait.... his washing my hair with a shampoo with and extra $18 to the bill!!! dang... sad la haha hav to pay $30 for haircut -_____-"" anyway hers the pic.. dun wanna show the front cos nutin much to see lol maybe nxt time XD fren took this pic in the bus btw

Tight Schedule

I just got back from work!!! YAY! last day of work.... no more work till my exams are finished! no more stress from work, no more late night dinner and coming back at 11pm-ish, my poor back can have a rest now but im not gonna get any $$$$ sad =( anyway just gonna make this a short blog.... i just realised and it hit me that exams is next week saturday.. that sucked because honestly i haven't been studyin and revising jsut focusing on my assignments so next week isstudy week and im gonna be in Nerd mode and start studying like mad... thank God though i dont think the exams are that hard

26th oct- Intro to Research Assignment due
4th nov- Intro to research Exam..... i think if i study hard for this then i can do well
6th nov- Accounting Exam .... I dont wanna fail this anymore... Gonna practice hard and get it over with
9th nov- Employment Relations... 50 MCQ ONLY!!! w00t!!!! not as hard as i thought it would be, no essays =)
10th Nov- I'll take this as a break to go to the Prom. Hope it'll be fun =)
16h Nov- Last Exam.. Food and Beverage Services
18-19 Nov- Hope Conference
20th Nov- Bye bye OZ
21th Nov- SINGAPOREEEEEE!!!!! (sad one day only)
22th Nov- KL!!!!
23rd Nov- BRUNEI!!!!!!!! i so miss u guys back there cant wait to see y'all!!! lets all go beach hang out, chill, i try and drive y'all around and go lepak and makan wahahaha
30th nov-2nd dec- Freshwind conference (im still thinkin about it, but most likely yeah il go =p) 9th Dev- OFF to KL WOOo
13th-15th Dec- PLANETSHAKERS CONFERENCE!!! dis is gonna be AwEsoMe!!

ok so thats my busy and tight schedule hahha all the best in your exams my friends... ALL of you I know are having exams so study hard, dont play paly to much, dont drink, dont take drugs and keep it real' hahaha blek oh and looks like I need to have lotsa coffee to stay up at nite and study rofl... for those who know me well knows what coffee doest o me XP

Much Luv

dilemma here =s

okay so i was thinking i wont be blogging because nothing interesting will be going on except for studying and exams but I was at work today and something happened. well let's see I work in a thai restaurant right and then few weeks ago it was school holiday and so my boss daughter was helping out wif the restaurant. then there wasn't any customer right? so we were talking for fun cos boring, she was complimenting how cool my hair was haha =p paiseh what am i studying and stuffs. and she told me she has a prom coming up... good for her.

today at work the phone ringed, my boss answered the phone. As i was bringing the glasses in the kitchen my boss went 'Jason, fone for u, its my daughter she wants to talk to u' im like hah? wat for... and turns out that she needs someone to go wif to the prom. Why she asked me? because it turns out that she's studying in a all girls school and apparently i guess she doesn't have much guy fren. Her mum, I mean the boss told me she asked the guy from her church but that guy didnt wanna go. So i was like the last restort i guess =.=

anyway, help me out here???? To the Girls....... i mean im not sure for the asians but for the western culture it is important to have a date for prom right? i know its a big thing for them and if all their friends have a date and they dont they'll feel left out and maybe a laughin stock? im not sure. I kinda felt sorry and for her sake I said 'yeah okay why not'

then again i wonder if I made a mistake bcos now im going to the prom I have to spend money on clothes cos my boss asked me to wear sumtin GOLD??? to fit wif her daughters dress? im like 'where can i get gold clothes from zzzzzzz' then she said 'ur hair looks gold hahahhaa' yea rite =.= speaking of hair my hair is so long i felt like cutting it when i go back KL but now having this prom i think im forced to cut my hair again aiyak. also i dont even know the people there!! not a single one and i just talked to her daughter for like 2 days only , im so gonna be left out there? lol =.= but she really felt desperate la, like needed some1 to go wif so yeah she even said she will pay for my ticket. i hope i made the right decision... cos i know its a big thing for high schoolers prom.

any comments?

burnt pancakes

okok I finally blogged happy? lol. well i just submitted my assignment 2 days ago and I didn't get much sleep the night before as usual because I was trying to finish up my assginment. I was like half chattin half doing it..... thx to Banana, ling n leo hahaha. well other than that I have one assignment to go and exam is just around the corner.. next month.
Employment relations- i'm starting to get the hang of it, the workplace relation choices in OZ, human resource management blabla
Intro to research- i've done my first assignment and 2nd assignment is due next week i think, and im still lost, i dont even know what the heck the subject is all about and what have i learnt.
Accounting- Got 28/35 for my mid term exam.. YAY! ..........not. i started slackin off after the mid terms and now im all blank.. whats break even point? whats varaible costs, contribution margin etcetc * i hav no idea*
Food and beverage service- nothin much to complain except that im getin sick of working in the uni restaurant every thursday night haha.

so some of u must be going? huh?? wat are those subs? yeah those are the wonderful subject that I have to take for this course lol. Fun. and oh I was making pancakes for dinner and guess what? I didn't have a non-stick pan soooo I had to use the lousy pan. tats the only pan i have in my kitchen and this is wat my pancakes turned out. =( sad


Poor pancake, all torn-up = still yum yum though

My lousy frying pan... cant even make pancakes, it killed the pancakes

back from camp

Ok i'm back from camp for some of you who don't know. Went with my church mates and we went to russell islands in brisbane. a really cool place actually. we stayed in a place where there was a beach right outside our backyard!! sweet! no not really, because there's water meaning there's a boat and we had a game where we had to row the boat, it was my first time rowing the boat haha and it was a good experience. Man I took a day off work for this camp and thinking i could rest my poor back from carrying those heavy chairs and tables after work, turns out I had to carry the heavy boat and had to row to boat meaning more strain to my back. seriously though my back needs rest and I can feel pain now. I'm going to work again tomorrow =( sad no rest for my back. besides that the teaching was great. It was all on the topic of Love. misunderstandings of love like love is a feeling, there must be sensual emotions etc etc. But instead we learn about the characteristics of Gods love, like His love is unconditional, Universal, impartial etetc, the experssions of God's love and the our responses to His love. bottom line is : God loves YOU! His always seeking to reach us It's like a kite, its up high in the clouds and u cant see the kite but howd u know theres a kite there? because you're holding to that string. same goes for you when sometimes u wonder if there's a God, you can't see God but his right there waitin for you , knockin on ur heart waitin for you to open up and let Him in. And the greatest love of all was that He paid the price for us for Restoration which is thru Jesus who died on the cross for our sins for you and me, becos we are sinners and deserved to be punished but instead JC took it all for us on the cross so that we won;t be punished but instead give us the joy and peace we never had and restore us. so tats and at the end of the nite we had prophetic nite and that was great too. of course i cant type all of it here but if u wanna know more feel free to drop me a msg and il gladly share it wif u =) we also had prophetic nite to end the camp and tat was awesome heh. also durin the camp i got this msg from some1 who says tat they wont miss me but then still msg me im like hah? =.= hahaha *bonk*

anyway yeah so tat was the camp, and one funny thing happened hahah! for those who has been chattin wif me seeing this girl with a guitar with her. Her name's Yui anyway alot of ppl were asking me 'whos that whos that?' and i would go 'Shes my gf' hahahha. ppl would go yeah rite, as if, she looks like a celebrity. and so they were rite, but then leh... something happened few days ago wahahhaha. I was chatin with TyngWeiwei and funny thing was that she actually believed tat it was my gf! hahaha. she was like 'so when did u meet her, how long hav u been together, howd u guys meet yadayada' hahah funny la, i cant stop laughing. haha Tyng if ure reading this it was u who gave me the idea of writing it in my blog I would hav never thought of it and its a goodexcuse to bring this up as theres nutin to add in my blog LOL



Me and my 'Gf' hahahaha =p
ok i've decided im gonna name my baby guitar YUI! something different cos usually they get english names like Lucille, Betty Lucy lol. YUI IT IS!

i cant think of any title

i cant think of any title for this blog mainly because i just got back from work and im half eating half chatin wif leo and a blur thai girl and bloggin hahaha. anyway let's see whats been happening the last week on saturday i was blessed because one of my workmate threw my dinner (which was the leftovers from customers i take all the time) and i was like waaaaaaaaa wat do i eat now? and she went 'sorry sorry i'll treat you to dinner next time' and so she did haha. went to this grill shop and had grilled lamb and beef dang, the meat is just so awesome, very tender and chewy, yum yum. and worse part is the whole meal + garlic bread + 2 drinks costs up to $77 im like what????? ok tats not right, i got to pay some but my fren was like nono i told u im gonna treat u! *rich china ppl i guess* lol. then after work my fren had kebab for supper and she gave me half cos she can't finished it lol. hows that? blessed with GOOD FOOD i'll be very happy haha

then today at work usually i have to get the leftovers for dinner right? the chef was nice and cooked me red curry chicken rice woooo! yea rite... in exchange she asked me to clean the floor for her... tats nice lol. well better than eatin leftovers from customer again haha. oooh and im broke... well not really .. kinda.... my one week allowance gone cos it was my frens bday and i had to buy him a PSP game which cosTs $50 and i got myself one anyway lol. so yeah broke now

ohoh something nice happnend in work today! I got a $10 tips from this 59 year old guy woot! most i got so far. It was like this old man he brought 20 year old not so bad lookin jap chick in the restaurant and then his like askin wat langauge i can speal? so i was like 'chinese, english, malay....' then he went apa khabar? waaa crazy this old man can speal french, german, malay, chinese, japanese fluently crazy man. N he went can u speak jap? i was like 'sukoshii' meanin a little in jap. then he went good good i like you! i like ppl who likes to experience diff culture and learn their language! and i also told him im learning shawna - one of the african dialect. lol. so tat guy went 'nonono dont call me sir, call me Tony, wats ur name? nice to meet you' haha and so i got a $10 tips from him wooo. wats he doin wif the 20 year old chick i duno. haha

omgosh im done eatin and i need to go do my assginment which is due on friday =( really pray for me and this assignment.....

much luv

running out of time

assignment is due next friday, 2k words, employment relations and the topic is i dont even know it myself and what to write??? i've been procrastinating for the past few days. wanted to do it on monday but i had this meeting so i couldn't do it, wanted to do it on tuesday but my fren wanted to play PSP in uni and so didn't do assignment ,yesterday went to watch a movie, talladega nights , a very funny movie its worth watchin it haha. anyway we went to watch the 2.30 movie and apparently there wasn't any 2.30 movie and my friend who bought the tickets got the 4pm one (which we didn't see) so we went into the theatre and 5 min later, was the credit, we tought it was some kinda joke that the movie is making but turns out to be really the credit -_- lol. so we had 1 our free and we dont wanna walk around the mall, so we just hung around the theatre AND snuck into other theathre which was showin other movie, doesn't matter if it's halfway or just started cos we had nutin to do and so we watched a free movie for 1 hour hahaha. *ahem* yes they dont have anyone outside each theatre to cehck ur tickets they only check ur tickets on the main hall hoho. yea we were watching the movie till 4pm and went straight to watch talladega nights cool huh? hahaha dont follow my example ppl XD

anyway went to play badminton just now, was kinda fun, havent played it in ages and i needed some exercise anyway havent been exercising for ages besides puttin in heavy chairs and tables after work and washin my clothes. I must admit i stil got some skillz for badminton , im just average and i dont suck haha. so yeah tats it no assignment done and im still stuck. tomorrows friday and im free, REALLY gonna spend tat time doin my assginment... help me O_O

two of my babies 'gone' - period

well if you've read my previous blog you will know how I lost one of my baby the PSP due to the fact that i was dumb that i inserted the card in the sd card which doesn't even fit and in the end got stuck.

Funny how today, it was my first time playin the guitar for church and I've played it once n CG but this is church u know and I was very excited, playin the guitar for my first time in church wow. Practice yesterday and today was fun but when the P&W session started man, it was the first song and not even reached the chorus yet and 'snapped!' sumtin hit my face and found out that it was my guitar string that broke sigh. so sad, i had to try and play w/o the 3rd string. was able to do it but coudln't after that. sad lol. first my psp then now my guitar, how sad is that? =s at least i can get the string fixed, i guitar's gone-period


Snapped, my 3rd string gone

and here it is my card stuck in that freakin hole =

i have nothing to say

i have nothing to say really........................ I was so excited that i got my PSP! yeah! PSP! i got it off EBAY for $300 with 3 games + 1 umd dvd and i guess its alright... better than buyin it in retail shop. anyway i was so happy that i went home and started playin it awesome! and then what? you see this PSP they have this memory card to store your save games and its a unique PSP SD CARD. yeah its different than the mini sd card and thing was i wanted to transfer some files to my card and i don know.. call me blur, stupid, dimwitted, idiot but i wasnt thinking right and my laptop has a card reader you see, BUT it only reads the normal sd card u put a MINI SD card or PSP SD card and it'll get stuck and can never get out. yayaya you gueesed it i put in the damn PSP SD CARD into the card reader slot and after it went in i pacicked! thers no way i can get it out anymore... and i panicked more and i pushed the card inwards again, i dont know why but i just did, i tried to get my card out my unscrewin the screws and tryin to dismantle my laptop hoping to get the card out but i wasn't even close i was having problem dismantlin the laptop *sigh* great. i just got my PSP today and i was so excited, now my card is stuck i cant even play the games now... ARGH!#*$#*($&#$%#$*$%**!#@ ignore me , im a little frustrated, how stupid i can be? and i just hurt my toe , the same toe i injured durin surfin because my room was so messy. MEH!

im ok really... need to sabar and get a sd card when i go back not gettin it here in aus cos its expensive.

and my good fren leonard look what he says when i told him wat happned

-!(L.e.o)!- says (11:51 PM):
lol
-!(L.e.o)!- says (11:51 PM):
clever dude lol
-† Tiger †- says (11:51 PM):
...............
-† Tiger †- says (11:51 PM):
not funny
-† Tiger †- says (11:52 PM):
il kick ur arse

a lil short testimony =)

hmmm i just got back from work, and i just finished my dinner and now chatin wif leonard, banana and weiwei and i also just got off the fone wif my mum. Cos i luv my hair color so much i wanted to show her, cos it looked like the color and highlight she had that i admired few months ago. instead i got scoldin from her... "WHY U DYE UR HAIR AH! HOW MUCH? U DYE TO SHOW OFF IS IT? SHOW TO UR GF IS IT??"
-_______-" haha wat la -.- bad move jason

anyway u see this saturday morning i woke up at 11am and i slept at 1.30am, thats like 8+ hours of sleep no? i shud be alright but somehow middle of the afternoon i felt sososo tired.. my eyes were heavy , i started to become blur and lag... shud be the side effects of the tiredness from friday haha. yeah anyway i was really and i mean REALLY blur. i met mildred on the bus on the way to work and i was so blur man. she was telin me stuffs and i always answered wrongly thinking the question the wrong way and such. then i got to work, i was slow to process as well , my fren was tellin me what to do and not to do , and i was like 'huh?....... thinks for 5 sec, can u repeat again?' took me quite awhile to process stuffs u see. lol and im at work! what if i take wrong order and accidentaly spill stuffs? might sound nothing here but trutfully i was really really tired+blur+lagging man.

so what did i do? lol. Prayed to God asked Him to give me strength and not to screw up. and i rememberd the chapter when David was called to be a King but before he was a king he was still doing his errands for his dad and king Saul. even his called to be a king but not yet a king he didn;t have the attitude of "oh yeah, im called to be a king, i dont need to do these errands blabla!' instead Dave has a positive attitude in doing everything.

So that came into my mind and instead of grumbling and complaining about work, do your best, have a postive attitude! If you can't even do these small things properly how can you do greater things? So yeah, turns out that i worked from 7pm-11pm longer cos i usually end at 10ish but that 4 hour seemed so short and things to go as fast as usual for some reason lol. I guess giving ur best attitude and doing ur best even though I was blur and REALLY tired today really helped. Thru that I was so blessed today let's see i never got personal tips but I did and it was my first time today woo! I got a total of $8 personal tips for ME! hahaha thank God

what happened was these 2 hot aussie chicks on table 15
they started takin orders then askin me to teach them do the 'flower' origami from the napkins
and while i was doin the origami, we had a short convo about work and i told them it sux here cos i get a peanut of $10 an hour which is illegal cos im 19 and i shud get more than that esp in a restaurant and after that i swear that these chicks dont even want other waiters except me, to help them bring their food, open wine , etcetc. keepin an eye on me whenever they need me. and so i got personal tips lol tips i got $3.20 they even said 'i'll put in a good word for you :)'

table 16 is this 2 couples at about age of 40's i think?
i was asking what they would like to order and then after that they were asking me some questions. and so i answered them then suddenly the lady went
'where'd u get the american accent?'
i was like hah? 'oh, just probably grew up watching american TV' haha
then she said 'oh Good on ya =)'
LOL american accent -.- damn american tv lol
then after takin care of table 15, the lady said 'We can see that you're takin good care of the table with the 2 gourgeous ladies there, but what about us?' so i said 'oh ... i take good care of u guys too, anything u want i'll take care of it for u, even better than them' and the husband just makes this joke of his own a couple of times and i just laughed, not bcos i have to but i think it was funny too n got a personal $5 tip!! . anyway what i learnt is that customer relationship is important, got to smile, and interact with the customer, more importantly put on a good attitude for work even though u dun like it ( i dont like to work either) but when u start puttin that good attitude you'll notice how u will enjoy doing it.. and see where it got me? I got blessed today with $11 (including restaurant tips) Glory!

so yeah... i hope y'all can learn from my experience as i learnt it from the great King David =p ok im i typed this really really fast.... cos im gonna go DOTA !! wee! there goes my sleep hahaha

my hair lol

the pics a lil cacat i know but wat the heck, real life looks better =p


notice the bright highlights, imagine if i dont dye ewww

one year one time

haha i haven't got that for a long time some1 askin me to update my blog lol. not many come here waaa so wats the point of updating =p so cacat man, my internet goes down at the time ... usually it goes down at night and comes up again at 12.30am but then last night it went down and never came up till this morning, at times the internet would go down in the afternoon as well.. sucks man!! ugh =

anyway since the internet has been down i've been renting DVD. Watching one everynite, i was watching 'Just friends' a couple of nights ago, it was a movie Leonard introduced to me earlier this year but I didn't get to see it till now... anyway the movie is about this high school guy and girl who are best friends but then the guy has feelings for the girl, wanting to be more than just friends while the girl wants to be 'just friends'. sounds familiar? yeah i think so, happens a lot esp to us guys *sigh* reminds me of my friends and I on what happened in the past lol. anyway in the movie this guy quoted something which i think is fairly true lol. 'In the friend zone, the girls decides you're her friend and no longer a dating option, you become like a bro or a lamp' LOL. True no? well in the end they got together anyway which is good... (hmmmmm *thinking*) anyway its a very fun n romantic comedy.

yeah anyway today i've been out the whole day in the city (surfers paradise). Decided to get a haircut with my friend since I forgot that i cant grow long hair workin in a restaurant ,especially in the uni where i'm being assessed... with that hair of mine i don't think im gonna pass LOL. yeah i wanted to try and grow long hair and tie that pony tail thing, just wanted to try for once but too bad i couldn't, especially it'll be a hassle washing the hair and easier to get dandruffs ewww. well i posted some pics of my new haircut and urm hmmmm im gonna miss my tiger stripe haha. oh since my hair has highlight only, after the cut it looks really ugly so i have no choice but to dye my hair , now its brown with a bit of my 'tiger' stripes highlight hehe.

went to the arcade after and man I MISS arcades, but the arcade in Gold coast sucks, no nice games , mostly outdated and its freakin expensive. played a few games anyway just for fun. After that went shoppin around the area and bought some gifts for friends back home haha. (so if y'all nice u mite get one LOL) yeah i bought the gifts now cos i dont think i'll be goin out anymore due to assignments and exams. OH AND GUESS WHAT?????????? i was shopping right? and i went into a couple of stores owned by Japanese, and every single one of them spoke jap to me thinking im a japanese lol. ' heck even this aussie girl who works in the jap restaurant spoke jap wif me. -_-
there was one part where my friend went into the shop and this lady spoke japense with him ' Irashaimasu!... dadadadaa' and he just pretend he didn't hear and just look at stuffs LOL. the lady was wondering why he didn't reply and went to talk to her friend about us and i heard her told her friend that are we jap or not, so i went over and said....
'No we're not japanese we're malaysians' in japanese
and she said 'wooo! so u can speak japanese? (in jap)'
'sukoshii ( a little), ima watashiwa nihongo benkyo-shimasu( im now learning jap) i replied
then she went "JOZUU!!!' (meaning great) hahaha
then she went and spoke english 'cos you two look like japanese =p' i guess learning japanese pays off haha, gonna get better at it ! and in total spent $100+++ today .... damn it, thats a lot.... buyin gifts, cut/dye hair and arcade lol. nvm like the old chines saying 'yi nian yi chi' one year one time hahhaa.

well what a hectic day....im beat gonna go rest a bit then go sheperding. =.=
God Bless

new skin =) and stupid me

note: tagboard is in the heart section =)

wooo finally a new skin for my blog!!!!!!!!!! what do u think?? comments comments hehe. i was like hmm my old skin was 'blah' nutin much simple and dark + i wanted to do sumtin about the pic but i dont know how and no one can help =( so here it is! i like it cos it firstly it has guitar!! one of my passions hehe, and the sentence 'strummin my guitar ..nothing brings me closer to heaven' which is true but me learning the guitar, and building me up to be a worship leader, its one of my passion to see people touch heaven and feel God's presence =)

accounting exam just finished and it was alright, not that bad, pass is a confirm but gettin good grades not sure yet. i did study with a fever last night and tired eyes. yeayea my fault cos i was playin games at nite till 4-5AM and didn't have enough sleep lol. but hey! slept early last nite just to have enuf energy to do the exam! haha.

oh and im being such an idiot! (WARNING: symptom of Bananache XD) two nights ago my msn was screwd up, i couldnt see any emo and i was wondering why? i tot it mite be the so many (tu) (tu) (turtle) emos that is screwin up msn ahha. i reinstalled msn today and guess what? it was the same no emos. But then, for some reason i wasnt thinkin but just foolin around wif MSN and I went to options and found out that 'DISPLAY EMOTIONS TICK BOX WAS EMPTY' yeaaa that explains it! now whos gonna explain who unticked the box? haha

btw added note, i was doing my quiet time before i check msn and playin around with it. so i guess wakin up, do ur quiet time first in the morning before u do anything else, dont leave it til later and ur day will be more effective haha. well i wouldn't really imagine to have wisdom this morning playin around wif my msn and working what the problem was if i hadn't done my quiet time heh. glory!

aight im off to work ....... money!!!!! hehe
much luv

p.s someone help with my tag board!!!!!!! its in the lefty but i wanna move it to the righty? how?? help!!!!! =((

series of unfortuante events =(

SATURDAY I WENT SURFING =D w00t!!! yeah baby, it was my first lesson but in one lesson i can stand on the board although i still fall at times but hey im gettin better hoho. i posted a pic or two in friendster of me surfing haha. i think me being the sporty guy i am, the blood in me is boiling and wants to go to the beach and do more surfing!! i think if i do more i'll be addicted to it and hav to spend $$ to buy my own surfin gear -__-" but yeah it was awesome, i wanna go for my 2nd lesson to learn more heh.

so i went surfing that was great... but what is this unfortunate events? well lets see i was on the board and then i lost control and i fell, wanting to try not fall and land wif my feet i landed badly and injured my poor toes (again!) it was the same toe i injured that caused me to not perform well in my big karate competition = what could be worse?? i'm limping badly n barely be able to walk properly and i have work later at night. so i hav to work walkin in and out carrying foods servin guest carryin heavy tables and chairs for the whole 4 hours and not able to sit and rest my poor leg =((( sad haha.

Oh wait! i forgot to add... I slept late the night before surfing which was at 2am and had to wake up at 7am so i only had 5 hours of sleep (thats not enuf for me). yaya partly my fauly but also leonard who wants to play Gunbound wif him haha and also i was chattin after that i think haha. yea so after surfing which took LOTS of my energy, not eating in the morning and lack of sleep i had headache! even though i did slept for two hours when i got back from surfing. yeah so i was working wif a headache + injured toe

that was saturday... on to sunday... I was supposed to sleep early to make up for the lack of sleep i had the nite before. but nooooo, after i got back from work which was 11.30pm i had to bath and eat, and was watching almost famous at the same time but then leh, hahahha im sorry (but yeah I"M MEAN!) this bannanaluvtospankmebumbumgurl was the cause of me sleepin late cos i so happend to be watchin my movie then it became half-chattin and half-watchin the movie haha. and guess what?i slept at nearly 4am haha. my toe is definately not gonna be better like that and headache too.... i was so blurrr that nite, guess i caught it off someone haha you know who u are XD bleh

anywayyyyyyyy... so that was early sunday morning and then i went groceries shoppin just now right? i was driving my friends car. to cut the story short, after shoppin i went home and just at the right time i was gonna park the car died. i couldnt start the engine and i was wondering why... turns out that the gas was empty. thank God my place has two gas station just to the left and right where i stay so me and a few of my fren pushed the car to the gas station to fill the tank. the car didnt start *eek* so wahts the problem? turns out that the battery died and and we had to jump start the car, some d00ds helped us cos we didnt know how yay! it was working we drove back home and after that the car died again. we had to try jump start byourselves so after 4-5 tries we managed to get the car started !!! we left the battery to recharge BUT after that the battery died again!! WHAT LAAAAAAAAAAAA -__________-" how cud this happen?????? WE SPENT ALL OUR ENERGY PUSHING THE CAR AND IN THE END IT DIED AGAIN! ugh.... yea so unlucky yeah haha.

so that was what happened.. poor me..... =s i guess i learnt one thing from this, im not gonna drive again because i dont have a proper queensland license, even though i can drive + msian license, i guess that was what God wanted to tell me heh XD

acc exam on sat,and more assignments pray for me!
much luv

me need spanking -_-

ok is it just me or is this happening to every1 around me? All of us here in uni feels lazy and its the 5th week of uni almost half of the semester is gone and I haven't been studying, doing my assignments and revisions. I need discipline.... okay. hmm let me see

monday night- work
tuesday night- work
wed night- CG
thursday night- work
friday night- free
saturday ngiht- work
sunday night- church

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh work work!! LOL this semester hav been more busy that last semester because of the work.. but i need the money i guess time management is the issue here (and discipline) lol. okay in 2 weeks time my first assignment is due which i've done only 1/4 of it and the day after its due its my ACCOUNTING MID TERM EXAM! the subject tht i didnt to so well back in INTI. oh man.....
okay enuf typing ima go study now........!! (really)

ohoh and next sat i'll be goin to learn surfing hoho =D

update

waaaa its been awhile since i last updated.... here's what ive been up to, study, eat, play games, study. eat. play games lol. yeah.... went to Byron Bay today a very nice place in NSW. It took us 2 hour drive trip there, its like a flight from brunei to malaysia lol. anyway trip was worth it because the beach there was beautiful, it's different than the one in GC. After that we went to visit the lighthouse and the view up there was beautiful. you can see the ocean and I saw whales and dolphins in the oceans!!! it was hard to spot at first but after awhile your eyes will get used to it and see the whale and dolphins haha

i could have sworn there was sumtin else i wanted to write in the blog as i tot of it this morning but it slipped my mine so i guess i'll post it next time if i remember lol.

not again -_-

just a short blog but this is freakin wierd.... i was at work yesterday standing outside the restaurant to greet whatever customers that comes in and suddenly this old man walked past me, turned his head and said 'You're very handsome'

HUH?? "urm yeah thank you"

"no really you are..."

"thanks =)"

"cheers, mate"

2nd day in a row? lol, im gonna work again today and we'll see what happens
no i aint makin this up -_-

ha ha ha ha

haha just wanna post this cos its jus so funny........ Aaron and I were spending our time in the mall today and we were on the way out this two girls ran and approached us and went ' Hi, can we take a pic wif you?' i went 'huh? what?' then she went again
'i mean can i take a pic wif you, cos youre good looking' hahhaa then errrrrr okay .. i dont know why but wat the heck lets take a pic then. Leonard was explaning to me maybe they were one of the 'otakus' meaning aussies girls whos into anime and they like asian guys -_- ahaha. what a day...
anyway just got back from church and it was awesome...... well I got a confirmation of what God wants me to do now which I got during my quiet time... God is awesome! praise him! =D not gonna put much detalis in yet but maybe later hehe.
cheers gonna go study
much luv

things you should know

im having a break right now....... from studying accountings... yeah sucks i know. i failed my acc in INTI and i dont wanna do it again my *nightmare* is here *Shudders* lol. Pray that God will lead me thru this semester.. esp wif my accounting and having a part-time job now... pseaking of part-time job i got SCOLDED AGAIN!!!!!!!! not gonna tell why, cant be bothered BUT im gettin my pay tomorrow weeeeeeee =)) $$$$$$ MONEY MONEY$$$$

anyways im takin a break right now and just thought i mite bring up a topic... "THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW IN AUSTRALIA"

nutin much but its just something i noticed and experience for my half year here.. this if for y'all who is coming to study here or just wanna read whats so wierd bout australia.

1.) You'll be sent to jail for killing/mistreating ur pet e.g. leaving them in the car with the windows close
2.) FOOD here are salty, Aussies love salty food.... i ate twisties and damn it was salty... KFC CHICKEN SALTY???????? heck yeah
3.) PARTY! when some1 invites u for a party at their house... you bring food either for your own or to share wif other ppl
4.) coffee is a big thing here...ppl can have 1 hour+++ conversations with just one coffee
5.) from where I come from, food is VERY expensive........ Roti canai = AUS$ 9-10
6.) for chilli lovers, they dont have hot chillis, like in kfc mcdonalds, all they have is SWEET chilli... you got to buy the hot ones in asian groceries store
7.) you might or might not get sick of hearing 'hi how are you, hi how are you, hi how are you, hi how are you (x10) everyday'
8.) Finally... people are really really friendly here =)

God bless =p

im back!

so im back in gold coast..... honestly its good to be back here, get to meet my g.c friends, miss the Hope people but hey hey i missed u guys back in brunei too =(

I got back one week earlier and was spending time wif Rajan the whole week in brisbane. we had an awesome time together, got closer to Raj as we had time to catch up. HOWEVER us being together is not always a good thing cos we both are Idiots..... its a long story. but to cut the long story short lets say in the past one wekk we had been idiots... we do stupid things, say stupid things, we didnt do it itentionally but just so happens we were being idiots. for e.g. we missed our station cos we were sleeping in the train and I woke up right at the station we were supposed to stop in but i didn't know it was our station. So we had to take a bus back, while we were at the bus stop, i stopped and asked Rajan some dumb questions when the BUS was RIGHTINFRONTOFUS. yeahhh i didnt notice the bus until it left and it was the bus we were supposed to take. so we had to go all the way back to the station to take the next train back instead another 30min wasted...-___-"" yes there were more idiotic things we did but there are just to many to lists really XD

i finally got a job, thank God + aaron for the blessing..... i work in a thai restaurant, not bad, i get to work there and get free food BUT i didnt get paid the first 2 days of work because i was in-training... however by right, what they're doing is wrong because u get paid after like 2-3 hours of in-training/... dang asians in aussie. they pay u less and they are so 'kiam siap' my friend who works in KFC earns $12.50 an hour while i in a Thai restaurant gets only a freakin $10 an hour. thats so saddddd........ ugh i need to find a better place to work soon.

My first day was alright, but i got scolded and yelled at by this mad lady. the reason she's still working there is because the is so nice to the customers 'Hi... how are you?.. hows your meal? come again next time?" smiling and being the gentle woman she is. to the staffs shes a changed person, a monster unleashed roaring 'SEE FIRST BEFORE U DO ANYTHING!!!, DONT DO THAT!!! .... yadayadayada ugh. now i understand why everyone in the restaurant hates her....my 2nd day was funny because there was a party at restaurant next to us and it was a all-girls party and apparently they hired a male-stripper lol. i went to look what was the commotion about and dang.... the girls were all over the guy stripping. i only saw the body his bottoms were covered by the girls (no that i wanna see anything on the bottom anyway) haha.

well thats about it... uni just started... time to go into nerd mode!!!! time to put on my specs and cramp my head into the books =p

questionaire thingy

okay, so im back in brunei for hols, what have i been doin? Visitin the acts29'ers hangin out wif them, playin basketball, arcade and DOTA DOTA DOTA!! Dang i miss dota, i havent been playin for months every since i got to aus because of the stupid stupid slow internet. anyway i got this survey from Lizzie she wanted me to post it so here it is lol. as for the world cup im not a big fan of soccer but world cup is a must watch, its where the best vs the best. GO ITALY!

10 years ago I was:
9 years old
a very naught boy
liked this girl lol
in chms , primary 3 i think

5 years ago I was :
in JIS year 10-11 i think?
in the school basketball team
still a naughty boy, being a paikia in skool
a loser, depressed, being emotional having a 'PMS emotional day'

1 year ago I was :
In inti college studying
gettin closer to God
President of the Karate club, representing the country as well as the state
a good boy =)
Famous in the INTI DOTA world, TIGER !!!

Yesterday I was:
went to church,
DOTA DOTA DOTA

5 most recent songs I listened to:
delirious?= paint the town red
jeremy camp= my desire
b.o.b= what i believe
Planetshakers- Shout it out
Desperation- Who you are


5 songs I know all the words to:
christian songs
my fav love songs
children songs

5 ideal places for runing away to:
brunei, although no palce to hide lol
beach
cafe
my house, my room

5 items I really want:
do the will of God , serving him
mp3 player
a galfren lol
seeing my friends save
learn to play drums, guitar and sing

5 things I should be doing right now:
playin dota
learning the guitar
sleeping
eating
reading

5 people I tag:
LIzzie
Angel
no one else, i cant b bothered

PICK IT UP!!!

HAHAHA GUESS WHO HAS THE NEW PLANETSHAKERS PICK IT UP ALBUM??????????? WOoo yea! it's out and its awesome! well i wouldn't say the best but still good..... As usual the P.S album gets louder and louder every year........

anyway when I first heard it was out I was like... WHAT? The Arise album came out fewmonths ago and now they have another one?? zzzzzzzz but the new album is awesome.... If u loved Jump around... You'll love 'Shout it out' its way way better than jump around hoho! awesome really! haha.. so what you're waiting for? PICK IT UP NOW!
pray for me exams this and next week need to work hard =s

//Much LuV

im gettin high and crazy listening to the new songs lol!

Finals around the corner

hmmm okay new layout and it still needs fixing, the site is dead prob because of the boring posts I post and not ver interesting to read hey? haha. what the heck its alright.... those who visits and reads my blog i really appreciate it......... really =)

anyway... finals is just around the corner ... and guess what? I've been busy with my assignments till i havent got time to revise... not even a bit... this whole week i'ma try and get myself to study mode..God help me! haha. The past weeks have been kinda rough and i dont wanna think so much about it... i'll just put my trust in HIM that he'll guide me thru it.

Besides that I'm trying to get ready and in shape for basketball games. I'm looking forward to play ball with Bwyant, Melv and the rest of the UNITED TEAM! haha yes i came up wif the team name..United.... i came up wif Wolfpac , O2, H2O and eXtreme but they didn't agree and some names were taken so we agreed on united. so yeah, what do you know? i've quitted basketball many times and now have gone back to playin it again.

Today i played with some outsiders who came to uni and they were streetballers doin the and1 Sh*t. I'm sorry but as a baskeballer, played many games and a Pacers/Nets/Heat fan.... i think doin these and1-like moves are disgrace to basketball. They are just for entertainment but too me it aint entertainin. You travel a whole lot(not to mention other fouls) when u play wif us...its not proper basketball... take it to the streets and play wif ur street mates. If u wanna play proper ball then come here. Don't ever bring ur and1 moves in a proper basketball game.. just ticks us off. yes we will beat you in a game of basketball too, go learn some defence as well and some fundamentels, doing and1 style crossovers we can do that too, sheesh.

funny

lol a friend gave me this site and it's so funny and at the same time it has meaning in the whole funny clip... enjoy the clip =)

http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html

New layout

well here's the new layout........i didn't really do it but BIG thanks to Jana who helped me with this new layout.. i like it ! i'll update the site and add some stuffs to the pics when my exams are over which is in a month keke. so be patient ya =p

really sorry!

BIG SORRY to all my friends out there if you've been wondering what the heck have I been up too and not been keep in touch wif y'all.

Ok let's hear the excuses.... I'm very busy here, like I said, I have one assignement due every week, so when I finished one assignment, I couldn't take a deep breath and say 'phew time to relax' nononono I have another assignment waiting to be handed in the next week =( sucks i know. I hav actually one assignemnt due in 2 days time and I HAVENT started... been busy wif other assignements and quizes till i dont have the time to go on wif the next assignment *sigh*

2nd excuse- My laptop as you know was busted for nearly 2 months so i couldnt come online except when i'm in Uni but I finally got a new one ^^

• Intel pentium M processor 760 (2 ghz, 2mb l2 cache, 533 mhz FSB)
• I can watch TV on the laptop by just connectin an antena
• 17inch LG screen
• Sensor Lock (i love this)
• Nvidia Geforce GO 7300
• 100gb hardisk
• 1024mb DDR 2 memory
• 8 channel audio "(dolby)
• comes wif a free orignal program, headset, remote control and mouse
• for just a whoopin aus$2200!!! its cheap and a good investment if u ask me hoho

3rd excuse- No credit, I cant sms or call because i've used up my free sms and callin other people with different phone company costs heaps!! I'm thinkin of havin 2 lines so it'll be cheaper now....zzzzz and lastly i've been busy as well because i'm in the worship team, leadin praise bit for the moment =D , cg on wed, catchin up on fri, church on sunday guess the only time im free is sat -__-

so that's all the excuses i got.. and im really really sorry again to my friends out there who I havent been keepin in touch, i'll try to make up for it and catch up wif y'all soon yea =s

WeiWei - I am really sorry, i havnt been catchin up wif u and talkin the way we had before =((
Panda- I know you're busy wif ur mid terms n i hav my assignments so It's hard for us to catch up yeah, wait til ur exams are over yea
Michy- Heya, I havent been talkin to you for a long time, i'l try to chat wif u if i get the time to get online yeah... Raj sends his regards!
Brunei frenz- what to say? When i come back we go YamCha!!!! hohoho
Msia frenz- Aisk, Sometimes i dont see u all online, i know inti connection sux lol, but i'll try my best to chat wif u all yeah =p

yes yes, call me the lousiest, worst fren or whatever you want, the excuses are lame i guess but its true haha =.=" uni life is tough and stressin esp when u're in the 1st year ~~

Much Love!
~Jay~

On Hiatus

Yup... I wont be blogging for a month or so because of all the assingments that are bombarding me. I used the simple blogger layout for the moment and will change the layout whenever i'm free... The old one had a few problems like for some reason the taggie board went missing and I couldn't bring it back, hey at least now the taggie is back =D

Oceania convention was great! to much to tell but got a revelation there and met lots of new people from Hope =) during the 3rd day of the convention something happened. My right ear was blocked, and at first I tought it was moths flying into my ear when I was sleeping or they laid eggs in my ear cos' there were lotsa moths flying around the place at nite.... Thankfully I found out that it was Wax building up in my ear, which is bad as well... Went to the nurse today and she syringe my ear and took the wax out.... the wax wasn't a pretty sight, it was BIG! and I didnt dare look at it but the EVIL nurse forced me to take a look at it, she said 'C-mon now, I have to look at it and so you have to look at it too' , took a peep at the wax and seriously i almsot thew up =s really evil that nurse, not only once but she forced me to look at all of the waxes that was removed, trying not to look at it she shoved it in front of my face so I could look at it... really evil ugh....

Besides that I had a haircut, a good friend of mine, Vanessa had a fren who was studying as a hairdresser and so she introduced me to her fren and her fren offered to cut my hair for Free haha yeah! Yup so my hair is all black now, the highlight's all gone, my hair is so short that i look like a little boy, and my beautiful long 'tail' was cut off as well. and no, I won't take a pic of it and post it up lol.

thats pretty much it, I guess. oh and my poor mp3 zen is busted along with my laptop, the graphics card overheated so i can't use my laptop and i've been a nerd for the past months going to library doing my assignements and study =s

much love
~Jay~

mising taggie

i dont know what happened the day after i log in my tag board is missing? i dont know how it happened... someone help? maybe its a sign i'll have to change my template ... i'll do it in after my assignments are done....

Oceania Convention 2006 in a week!! cant wait!!!!

Soso screwed

I’m so screwed at the moment. My laptop is busted, because of the freakin hot weather. My graphics card got overheated I guess that’s why all I see is blurs in the monitor…. Stupid Weather, stupid laptop (guess that’s the problem of getting a pirated one lol)… now I have to suffer and I’ll have to come to the comp lab in uni to do my assignments which sucks. Internet’s not free, they’ll deduct money from my account when I use the net. -__- So yeah im in the lab at the moment and I’m all wet because it has been raining non stop and I have no choice but to run to the uni to do my assignments. Nope I haven’t got and umbrella yet, yeayea I shud hav got one, all I have right now is just a jacket -.-

Other than that I got another surprise on Sunday. Went to church and I was inside doing some reading and suddenly when they said ‘Everyone come out!’ I quickly came out and there was a cake right in front of me saying ‘Happy Bday Jason’ hehe. Feel so touched! I got another cake for my bday! Weee. Really surprised that they baked me a cake… I told the pastor ‘shhhh keep it a secret’ but noooo he let it out lol. Anyway I better get back to my assignments now lots to do as I’ll be going to Sunshine coast to feed the Dolphins!!!!!! =D , for those who knows me really well knows how much I love dolphins ^_^ hope it doesn’t rain though

19th ^_^

yea so im finally 19th... how do i feel? I feel older -__-" like my youth days are over.. but hey! I went for cg last week and a few girls there thought that i was 15-16 haha, and it doesnt matter if your age is old its the heart that counts! I still feel young hehe.


how did i spend my bday? let's see my parents came and visit me for a week...and they were leaving on my bday actually. sooo i was stayin over their place the nite before and spend time wif them till the afternoon. When i got back I went online and was immediately greeted with birthday wishes haha. I feel so loved =D , although some of my friends actually forgot -.- especially the one i expect them to remember, o well nvm.... got a few smses and calls. Not many people in Oz knows my bday but i was surprised that nel and cindy, two of my new frens i just met remembered my bday when i told them just once 2 weeks ago heh. I had CG at nite but we did sumtin diff, the cg leader knew it was my bday and instead they brought me to play tennis and got me a chocolate dutch cake *mMmm* I suck in tennis, last i played was in high school bout 4 years ago? I USED to be so into tennis and wanted to learn more but then I stopped because it was Tennis that actually ruined my Basketball career. I had tennis elbow (injury on the elbow which really hurts) for a few months. After i was healed I had never touched a tennis racket again. Well my bday wasnt that great haha but i guess the best part was the candles on my cake. It's so cool! Here's what happened
Friend: Make a wish , Blow the candles!
Me: *blow*
no more fire, 1-2 seconds later candle lights up by itself
Wondering why is the fire so strong that i coudlnt blow the fire out
Blows again
No more fire, or so i thought, 1-2 secs later it light itself up again and I saw the smirk in my friends face. Found out that the candle will light itself up again after u blow the candle! =p silly me. Well you can say that i was a bit 'sakai' i've really never seen these kinds of candle before..

anyway dont have much time to blog anymore... i have lots of assignments and studies to do .... Every week there is at least one assignemnt due in. It's kinda stressing really... but its a good thing i have seniors who are willing to help with my assignements ^^ and i try to finish it 1 week before its due.

Dreamworld ^_^

wooo yup! i went to Dreamwold on saturday.... with the malaysian student association.. i joined the club to get to know a few malaysians in the campus. So far I have only met one malaysian whose my classmate. Yea..yea like some of my friends back in malaysia they also called me 'sesat' because of how i was born in brunei, raised and study there but im holding a malaysian passport -.- Hey! im not the only one like that! lol. Im proud to be a malaysian then again I feel like Brunei's my hometown because i was raised there all my life... Let's just say im proud to be both hahahaha. Dreamwolrd was FUN! VERY FUN! Better than genting I think.... but i still the miss the roller coater rides in Jerudong Park in brunei though they're the best! Even dreamworlds coasters cant beat that, too bad its close =( The rides were scary and awesome! Can't explain everything to if u guys wanna know come to Gold Coast, visit me and i'll bring y'all there =D oh, and the malaysians there are older than me 20+++ lol. They were surprised when they found out im 18 (turning 19 soon *23rd march Hinthint*) calling me little boy =s, why does it feel like im in INTI haha.

anyway.... I have started playing basketball again... been playing 2-3 times a week and trying to play more but its hard cos of uni stuffs so i'll try to work out my time. Gonna work hard and get my lost skillz back... its so hard! After playin one game or running up and down the court a few times im already out of breath. urgh. Neeeed toooo wooorkkk hard!

went to a christian shop the next day because the NEW United Live album: United we stand was officialy released on saturday and guess what?: It was SOLD OUT!! aiyak.. prob going to town n' get it tmrw.... hope its not sold out! lolz

"Yet now he has brought you back as his friends. He has done this through his death on the cross in his own human body. As a result, he has brought you into the very presence of God and you are holy and blameless as you stand before him without a single fault, but ou msut continue to believe this truth and stand in it firmly......"- Collossians 1:22,23

dont think that you are useless, and unworthy because of your sins, because of the blood of JC, we are holy and blameless in this presence. Nothing but the blood of JC that can make us whole again, wash us pure as snow, wash away our sins and welcome as the friends of God.

Stressed

okay.. so it's the 2nd week of class and i can feel the pressure coming in at me. Already I have assignment that needs to be done and due in two weeks, and I have a feeling more assignments are coming in this week. argh.... I was at foundation class yesterday and the lecturer was going thru the assignment. The first page had 10 questions that needs to be done and had to do heck lots of research to get get the answer. After 15 min of explaining the 10 questions I was relief that it was all done... or so I thought. "Okay on to part B" the lecturer said...me and my new korean friend was like 'THERES A PART B?????" what the..... there's already a lot to do in part A and we jsut found out there's a part B which was like an essay kinda thing. I feel like by the end of this semester i won't hav any hair left =s

speaking of hair... My hair is superlong now, it has already gone past my neck. I'm still thinking if i shud cut it (but its expensive) or leave it long till the end of semester which is june or july! and I'll be having a pony tail ^^ I love the current hairstlye I'm having.. lots of people was asking 'wherd u get it cut?' 'Wa, you look so much more like AhBeng/Samseng/Paikia now.' -__-" lots of people, for those who don't know me will get a first impression that i'm a bad boy.. but hey! get to know me! once you do you'll find out that I have a caring heart, i'm a nice guy =D

other than that, I started playin basketball again.. I was playing in uni and I suck bad bcos of the lack of stamina. I played 'okay' despite my lack of fitness.
Last i've played was november i think? I played a little when i was in Brunei but that didn't really count. I'm thinking of joining the basketbal club, and gonna go back to trainin mode again = in other words, take the game seriously. I know I know, for those who knew me from way back, I said that I've quited the game (i said that like 5 times i think lol) and i was gonna take it for wat it is.... A GAME... play for fun. But i don't know its just the inside of me.. boiling in there.. wanting to get out there and compete again., my hand.. its so itchy, wanting to touch the ball again.

Yeah so i'll be joinin many clubs... I've joined, The malaysian associaiton club, CF, and probably Basketball and karate.. WOAH TATS A LOT! + assignemtns, classes and many a part time job? dang.. I'll think about it........

+feelings+

edit: suddenly have to add this.... "I will rescue those who love me, I will protect those who trust in my name. When they call on ,e, I iwll answer, I will be with them in trouble. I will rescue them and honor them. I will satisfy them with a long life and give them my salvation" Psalm 91:14-16

you know what.. i just feel like posting this..... seems like the people/friends around me are all having some sort of problems... hurtings deep within, emotions problem, girl/guy problem, blablabla. you name it.

I just dont get it really....... Yes you're having problems.. and being hurt can suck that much... i've gone through it...and you're looking for a way to solve it. But some don't wanna let it out and tell it to their friends?

• -because they dont wanna bother their friends with their problems
• -or just think they can solve it by themselves and keep all the pain and hurtings all deep within. -
• Sometimes you expect that someone would help you... and understand you when you dont even wanna tell them ANYTHING! just keeping quiet there...
• dont keep it in there for a long long time.. and show them that bigfake smile of urs when you are really hurt and sad within

bottom line is.... you got to open your mouth and tell it out to SOMEONE.. at least someone.... you trust and y'knw can help you...if they are not being helpful look for some1 else. if you dont.. seriously nutin will ever change.

yes it can feel as if a dagger just pierced your heart.. I've felt it that way too.. who hasnt? But i've gone over it... how? By talkin and sharin it to my friends.. yes... there is ALWAYS some1 would be there for you and listen to your problems..and they will help you out... if they can't they'll try to find solution too... if your friends cant be botherd to help u then they're not really being a good friend at all


Just wanna end by saying that you know whoever you are I'm willing to lend my ears to listen to your problems and helping you out whichever way is possible. I'm on 24/7 (ok its just a figure speech lol) but yeah... whenever! my fone is 24/7 =p you must be wondering.. what the heck is this guy doing? askin ppl to tell him their problems???? nah.. im just saying im willing to help, its just that somehow I just dont like seeing ppl being sad and all and that for some reason i just Love helping ppl out wif their problems... makes me feel good and seeing them happy again.. so yea..

just wanna add a big thanks+hugs to the people who had helped me a lot during my troubles and problems I had =) esp...
-The BIG man up there, Thank you so much for EVERYTHING! you took all my hurt away =)
-Panda, thanks for everything really, miss you
-Leo, hai~ It's good that i can share stuff wif u although u were never really a big help to solve problems but a good listener XD

Cheers!

Gunbound addict

haha... yeah the title says it all... I've been here in Aus exactly one week and what have I been doing besides, getting my uni and bank stuff settled. PLAYIN GUNBOUND!! WOOO!! ok that sounds sad. Thing is when i first got here my interet was SUPER FAST.. i can dl one movie in a day, thats how fast it is but then after 2 days i got here the interet started to get busted.... I have problem connecting to the net, and internet is SLOWWWWW. I cant go online play Star wars or Warcraft.. so there's only one solution, GUNBOUND! w00Tz! haha. going to town is a hassel... walking 500m+ under the hot sun to the campus and have to take the bus down and back just costs $$. Dont have the $$ so I'll have to save me cash. Practically been staying at home sleepin, eatin, watching tv, playin Gunbound and readin the 'chun' book! >.<

I'm staying with a singaporen boy atm, and funny how his doing the same course as mine lol! Let' see the past few days I've been eating not so proper meals? Frozen ready-made meals and isntant noodles.... yup. yum yum! No im not sick at it yet cos I love LASAGNE!!! *droolls*

Went to youth grp on Friday and made a couple of frens there already(and im the only chinese there >.<)... The people in Aus are jsut so friendly. After that night they brought me to Q1 which is the WORLD TALLEST RESIDENTIAL TOWER and it has the FASTEST elevator. I got to the 77th floor in like 5-10sec? wow. The view is just awesome and beautiful.... Can practically see the whole of Gold Coast, and the moonlight shining on the waters on the beach.. it was just loevely =) Sat nite they invited me to their house and palyed some pool and watch movies >.< Well yea u cud say I've been hangin out wif the Aussies alot and that I think in a couple of weeks time I'm gonna have that aussie accent lolz. Still getting used to the culture here... it's aight nothing much of a diff =)

Well that's all for now...till then
Take care ppl! Luv and miss y'all!
~Jay~

Arrived Safely =)

WASSAP PEOPLE??

So as I promised I’ll write a mail when I’m all settled in Brisbane =) Okay let’s see I arrived here on the 11th of Feb, the flight was about 6-7 hours? The personal TV monitor screen I had wasn’t working and I asked the stewardess to help me but I don’t think she did cos the screen didn’t turn on for the whole trip. Sad, I had to lean over and look over to watch what the people in front of me were watching lol, They had the new Zorro movie and Elizabethtown? I WANT TO WATCH! Stupid screen wasn’t working =(( So I was listening to music, sleeping, reading book, sleeping, going to the loo, sleeping, reading, sleeping… urm yeah.. basically sleeping the whole trip heh. Was greeted by Rajan, Maria and My old fren Karthik from the airport. Good thing he had a car and was willing to pick me up cos it costs about 60+ to Rajan’s place.

I was stayin in Rajan’s place for 2 nights, the 2nd day in Brisbane was already awesome, Raj brought me to do some shopping and then in the late afternoon went for a church service. A fren brought us there, and it was great, cos after the service people just came and introduced themselves, had a lil chit chat and invited us for supper in a frens place. It was great really, my 2nd day in Brisbane and I have already met so many awesome frens, sadly it’s gonna be awhile till I get to see them again as I will be leaving for Gold Coast the next day which is FAR.

So on the 13th, Raj and I took a taxi to Gold Coast. It was a 45 min ride from his place to Gold coast and it costs a whopping $110!!!!!!(Taxis are expensive here) ARGH! What to do? I had a fren whos supposed to bring me to Gold coast but I couldn’t contact him.. no choice had to take taxi. Gold Coast’s a lovely place. Haven’t been to the beach, movie/sea world yet but I will soon ! =) Just got all my accommodation settled, nice place except there’s no AIR CORN!! And its really freakin hot here…. Seriously.. hotter than the afternoons in Brunei/Malaysia.

So Far Brisbane has been great, my classes starts somewhere on the 20th++ of Feb, I need to go for orientation and stuffs before that. I haven’t been eating proper meals cos the food is quite expensive here? A piece of roti canai costs $9 I heard. Bummer. Just been eating read-made meals, chips and sodas for lunch or dinner =s. Sometimes even skipped lunch lol. I’m getting Skinny!! >.<

Its great meeting and talking to the aussie people, because you go tell them you’re from Brunei.. they go ‘Where’s Brunei?’ And I had to take my fone out and explain to them where Brunei’s (my fone has a map ^^) and its funny how most of them go ‘Oh your English is good’ (wa of course haha, perasaan eh, jkjk.) because they never thought people from asian countries really speak English? Brisbane somehow just feels like Brunei but wif more ‘angmo’ and with a more beautiful environment I guess maybe the climate is the same that’s why I feel like that heh.

Anyhow that is what has been going on so far.. I’ll update y’all with more stuffs after a few weeks yea? Take care ppl, I really miss you guys…..and oh if you do come to Brisbane FIND ME! My number +61406776858 =P, address not sure yet… I’ll tell u all later heh.

till then Take care and Miss y'all!
God Bless
~Jay~

Finally blogging

Tt's 11.44pm and in about 13-14 hours time i'll be leaving Brunei and off to Brisbane!! I can't sleep yet prob there are lots of things running in my head right now. It's wierd because the few months before I had to leave KL for good I just met so many wonderful friends and I just got close to them and wanted to know them more, sadly I couldn't because there just wasn't enough time.

Brunei= Same thing.. I was here for about 2 months+ and I have again met many new, wonderful and cool frens =) most of my old frens have gone overseas and so I didn't have much frens in Brunei. Anyhow, it's sad really.... because these new friends that I just met and got comfortable with and started getting closer to them, I had to leave!! Altough it's been short but I'm seriously going to miss y'all... esp those in acts29. It's been awesome worshipin and fellowship-ing with you all and a blessing knowin you guys. Really going to miss you all... and those in KL as well, the CF people, my Karate group, IMAC, DOTA-mates heh. BUT I know it's gonna be great when I get to Brisbane, many awesome things is gonna happen, another new adventure =p lol. How do i feel? honestly, I don't feel anything atm... usually I feel it durin the day that I leave, i do feel sad when I say goodbyes to my frens, I cried on the airplane when I left brunei for KL last year... no one knew haha *secret reaveled* I Hope i dont do that again when I leave for brisbane lol. I'm a strong boy...

I think that's about it... I'll update y'all when i'm settled yeah... in the meantime take care and God bless....

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Bi jing you xie shi bu ke yi
Chao guo le you qing hai bu dao ai qing
Yuan fang jiu yao xia yu de feng jing
sa sa de

hard work

FINALLY i managed to get a part of my blog updated lol.... the link section, it's more colorful now i guess heh, after like 1 hour of work with the html stuffs, im still workin on it..... I'm tired now.. will try to make the site more colorful. Change the style/color of the fonts, etc etc etc. Lot's of people asking why all white wan? I guess it makes it dull huh =/ will try to make it more colorful......Soon! If i can find help from people -__-"

oh btw.. if i haven't link you all, which i prob hav forgotten bcos the HTML stuffs is drivin me crazy!! pls do msg me and i'll link y'all yea.... Take care... im off to DOTA!! n00bxors

I got this a long time ago and found it again in my friends blog again..... I have nothing to do so might as well post it for fun =)

MARCH
Attractive personality. - hahaha i dont know? up to you guys to jduge me ^^
Sexy. - oh yeah =D
Affectionate. - definately
Shy and reserved. - starting yeah i guess
Secretive. - oo i can keep secrets ^^
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. - yup yup
Loves peace and serenity. - definately
Sensitive to others. - nah
Loves to serve others. - Serve GOD! and others yea
Easily angered. - nopey
Trustworthy. - Definately
Appreciative and returns kindness. - yea
Observant and assesses others. - yea
Revengeful. - NONONO
Loves to dream and fantasize. - used to
Loves travelling. - yea! SHOPING!
Loves attention. - eeehh 50/50 ?
Hasty decisions in choosing partners. - hah?
Loves home decor. - duno yet
Musically talented. - oh yea! hehe
Loves special things. - i treasure everything
Moody - nopey used to be

ok all in all this is a bunch of crap really....... >.<

never give up

That is why we never give up. Though our bodies are dying our spirits are being renewed everyday. For our present troubles are quite small and wont last very long. Yet they produce for us an immeasurably great glory that will last forever! So we dont look at the troubles we can see right now, rather we look forward to what we have not yet seen. For the troubles we see will soon be over, but the joys to come will last forever.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18

There are times when i feel down, and stressed because of so many problems, i used to have 'PMS' (mood swings) for no reason, and when i hav troubles i just let it wear off which doesnt help much.....but this verse encouraged me... that's for sure... just look for the Big guy up there and everything will be fine =) I know all these troubles will go away in a day and the Joy that im feeling now and forever will last forever. He comforts us in all our troubles takes away our sadness and sorrow. The small guy down there cant do a thing to bring me down, because these problems will just last for that long and i rather look forward.

~傻傻的~

~傻傻的~

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明知道不可能但却又一脚踩下去。

new layout :D

my previous blog was a total mess.... so i decided to change the template again.... sad...haha

long blog lol

Actually I’ve finished this blog few days ago just didn’t have time to upload it… here’s the reason why….



1 day after I came back from Bangkok it started to rain HEAVILY…. I thought it was just a the usual heavy rain but then the next morning when I woke up oh my gosh! The house was flooded! ( I was staying wif my grandparents in a kampong btw) The water got into the house and was half already halfway to the knee. Everyone started to clear the things. Water level was rising every hour mainly because the stupid cars kept passing which pushed the water into our houses….. another was because the dam had to release the water cos it was overflowing….. after 2 hours the water was at knee length. 1 hour later waist length and in the end above waist. So busy every1 had to carry the things, drawers, TV, computers, microwave….. The washing machine and fridge had to be carried outside to the big carpark which thankfully had shelter and wasn’t flooded. At about 3pm I think they started to shut the water down and electricity =( dang. I was basically stuck on the 2nd floor most of the day.



Next morning thank God the water subside, water level was till the feet. Not bad. Had to use the pump and pump the water out and basically spent the whole day taking the water out, rearranging stuffs and bringing all the stuffs from 2nd floor and from the car park back home and really it wasn’t an easy job………One funny thing was my Grandmother…. She didn’t help out and was scolded by my grandfather lol, what’s funny was when we were busy carrying things upstairs and bringing things out she was asking ‘xia mian hai you dong xi chi, you kuih ah, yao pao milo ma?’ LOL I can’t stop laughing, she was saying ‘downstairs has things to eat, have kuig or you want to make milo?’ HAHA. We were all busy sweating our hearts out moving our belongings which is freakin heavy to our room and she’s just standing there watching not helping and asking us to eat ?? =.=””” I guess that’s where my father got his appetite from and where I got from too. EAT EAT EAT everything is all about Food!! Haha.



Bangkok was fun, spent about 5 days there
First day I went to the Safari Park and wooo It was awesome! I love animals <3!!! My fav was the dolphin show, reminded me when I was at the states when I was 5 at the underwater world ^^ hehe. I just love dolphins!! Took picture with a tiger too *roar* hehe. There was loads of other cool shows and animals.



At night I went to this show called Alcaser? Or something I cant remember the name…. but it was nice! I didn’t know that the show were all performed by transsexuals!! They were all men who cut of their ‘wee wee’ went for surgery operation and got their ‘boo boo’ .I admit They were pretty and HOT! Show was awesome, singing, dancing and all…..I didn’t know that they were trans until the end of the show when my mum told me and when I saw what the show were about….. They even had a picture taking session at the end of the show lol. Lots of those in Thailand.


Rest of the day were just sight seeing some Thai stuffs

Went to Pattaya on the 3rd and 4th day. Nice place. Stayed almost near the beach and in the tour guide told me in the afternoon lots of urm Chicks sun bathing nude at the beach =.=” Good thing I didn’t go there in the afternoon lol. Went shopping instead. Speaking of shopping, the stuffs there are cheap, a lil cheaper than Malaysia. So it’s good to shop there, I got 2 original PC Games for Rm100 and the game just came out 2 months ago. Cheap! Haha. Bought lots of clothes as well =$ hehe.



FOOD now I can’t leave the food out can I?? I found out that pork is the main meal in thailand?? Everyday! And I mean EVERYDAY LUNCH DINNER The food we ate had Pork!!! PORK! Seriously… I’ve gained a few pounds when I got back and a big tummy too…. Really need to go exercise and im sick of Pork now! I’m so fat! Urgh. Anyhow the FOOD in Thailand is GOOD! GOOD! Woooooooo y’all got to try it ! and no not all Thai food are spicy only the tom yam and some vege meals that’s all.


Last day of Pattaya went to this street called urm Wil king street ( I cant remember the name) yeah.. Urm strictly not for kids under 18 haha. Urm let’s see it’s a street where no cars can go and in between the streets were rows and rows of buildings. Mostly selling food, clothes and about 65-70% of it were Clubs, pubs, Peep shows etc etc you get my drift yea? Haha. There was many lady outside holding cardboards to promote their stalls. Cheap drinks! Happy hours! Hot gals! The bars and pubs are open air so you could see the people inside…. Honestly I kinda feel sorry for some of these people… Most of them are old westerners, and the gals at the bar… well they’re not so pretty, don’t get me wrong there are some pretty ones… Don’t get it why they are so desperate to get a gal. The tourguide kept telling us ‘I’ll show u the Cola girl’ I was wondering what the heck he was talking about and apparently the ‘Cola girl’ was a place where it’s a small room with glass and there’s a cola sign inside where a girl was doing some ‘dancing’ or teasing. Of course no free show la, just some dancing to attract customers. Okok enuf of that, you all go see it for youself lol. Honestly though you want to see pretty gals? Don’t bother goin to the bars, they’re not so pretty, the pretty ones are all at the mall, where the high-schoolers are at =p


Overall Bangkok was fun, Good Food and nice place to go for a vacation for a few days just to go for some sight-seeing lol.

stuck

ahhh!!! I'm stuck in this kampong village where my grandparents are....NOTHING TO DO!!! I can't use my PC and play games all day cos I wud get bored after a few hours and my PC will get overheat =s, its also hard to go online...so im happy to b online atm but also nutin to do! check friendster, mail, sports news thats it! 30 min gone and nutin to do. Started playin gunbound again ahaaha and man i suck! havent touched the game for about 6 months! =s urm yea so i was playin games, watching tv (which has nothing much) , eating <3 (only good thing i have here and dang im fat =s) and SLEEPING!!! Im such a pig, spending most of my time eating a sleeping.


I just got back from town (finally out of the kampong for a day!) played at the Arcade to kill time and watched NARNIA!!! Good movie, recommend to everyone of you out there! Lots of meaning to the movie too! its kinda like the cartoon version of narnia I watched when i was a little kid. Almost the same except with real people..... GO WATCH IT!
Signing off now, Gonna go do my packign cos im going to Bangkok for the week, Shopping!!! , Beach!! FOOOOODDD!!! hahahah.... hope i have fun there....until then people.. take care and I miss you guys...

---finished writing this blog in 10 minutes, rushing to type this cos my grandpa wants to sleep -__-"" ---

Holidays

It Feels so Good to be able to go online again!!! Wooo! Finally after 3 days!! the feeling was like a smoker who has to give up smoking for 3 days and finally being able to smoke again -__-“ so what happened for the past few days?

Dec 2- Left Brunei airport and met up wif Leonard and the team going for a mission trip to India. Good thing their flight time was the same as mine lol. At least I can hang out with somebody before I leave or else I’ll be a sucker waiting at the airport for the plane
-.- I reached KLIA at 2.30pm and had free time till 8pm. Which is my transit from KL to Alor Star. Since I’m so free I took the KLIA express to KL central to go midvalley and hang out hehe. Ok so the ticket in total cost = RM70
Had to buy contacts lens asap. Cos my old one’s finished, need to look good u know haha =P, RM120++ gone.

Hair was long, mum said I looked like a monkey…. And my hair couldn’t really stand anymore…. Went and got a hair cut since I’m so free haha. I told them I wanted junior stylist cot it was cheaper they said none available, the salon was doing good business so I got the senior stylist instead (this better be good) and it turned out to be good haha. Bought Gum for my hair as well. So urm in total RM124 gone.

Met up with Julian and Michelle, good thing Juls was staying near mid haha and mich was in KL visiting Jul. So yeah… Good that I cud hang out wif them and kill some time. Bought something for a fren… birthday coming up =.=”

Day 2- I slept like a Pig really… cos the night before my flight I slept at 4, playing games and chattin haha. When I got home last nite I slept from 2- 11.30….. that’s like more than 8 hours of sleep but wasn’t enough! We had to get ready to drive down to Penang cos my mum had a reunion dinner with her classmates whom she hasn’t met for 30 years exactly. Slept a lil bit in the car then was driving for my dad down the highway… Gosh it’s been a long time since I drove manual car. When I started to drive there was this screeching sound like the one from the racing car!! I scared everybody and I cud hav sworn the petrol guy on the back was jumping. =.=”” That’s what happens when u don’t drive manual for a few months haha. But it was alright. The dinner was boring , it was all talk and had to wait 20min for the next meal to arrive. I saw my mums pic when she was young, haha. Man I couldn’t stop laughing cos compared to how she looked now, she was a lil chubbier back then. But was still pretty =P. Felt good for my mum cos all her fren looked old, but my mum being 48 she still looked young and pretty. Serious! Feel ppl thought that she was my older sister and was asking who our parents was until my mum introduced herself. Lol. Her frens couldn’t recognize her hehe.

Day-3 Today I became Fish man. We went into this place called ‘Restoran Kolam Ikan’ Fish Pond Restaurant? Something like that. The place was deep in the jungle but a nice place if u like adventure. The place was beautiful with different types of fishes. And you guessed it… all we ate was FISH FISH FISH. Never tasted such tasty fish in my entire life…. It was GOOOOODDDDD! Fresh fish from the pond. Not the frozen one’s you get in other restaurant. I cant’ remember all the names but I remembered there was a Cat fish. Yum yum hehe. That’s what you expect from Penang. Food from heaven =P

Ok my lazy fingers are tired and I haven’t typed a blog this much for a long long time. Take care people and happy holidays!

Blekz.. lazy bum I am

hahaha sorry people haven't been bloggin for quite awhile, thought the blog was 'dead' eh haha. Urm nah its just that I didn't have time to write even though it was on holidays......


okay fine I was kinda lazy and I wrote the blog halfway and didn't bother continuing it... but hey here I am finished writing the blog. =D



okay 2 weeks ago was the Planetshakers Conerence 2005. And man It was AWESOME. The experience was undescible (dun think ther's such word haha) but u all have to experience it urself. I really wish y'all cud have been here. It was really really great, God was moving and touching people's heart. anyway i'm already looking forward to P.S 06 heh. I missed everyone there esp the new frens i met from FGA and Johor. The Merchandise team especially... WE THE BEST ! haha. Crazy. Jump around jump around, sing till no voice, stand and run here and there till our muscle aches lolz.
So i'm back in Brunei now, for a week alreadi, what have I been doing? Basically just online, playing games wif my frens , readin books, hangin out and watchin movies, animes and tv shows . What a lazy bum I am *sigh* Not only that the 1 week i was in Brunei have work to do already, I was asked to help to sing in the choir for this event. Singing tenor (HIGH HIGH voice argh) and the day after I'm gona worship lead in church? oh man. That's to fast, 1 week back in Brunei and so many things happenin .... I mean I want to do it... and i know i can do it. Pray for me.... My singing aint that well yet but its improving day by day..... hope i dont screw up , I wont!!



lastly, I'm being such a bum I havent been exercising, PLANNED to go to the gym twice! but in the end canceled ahah. Not my fault! me and my frens were lazy too! lolz. urm only thing i did so far was played a bit of Basketball that's all. Aint much but at least i sweat right? Gosh i got to do some exercise , im gettin F-A-T. =(

*phew*

Phew!!! So tiring!!!!! ~>.<~ After spending almsot 2 hours i finally found the blogskins i wanted and edited some of the stuffs. Yeah it's not completed yet.... My fingers are numb, my eyes are tired lol. And yes THAT IS WHY i rarely change my Blog Layout/template because it just freakin takes alot of your time + I'm not good in HTML stuffs so, I have to do some trial and error to work things out BUT I did learnt a lot. I'm getting the hang of this now.

Yeah Panda, if you're reading this I hope you're happy I changed my layout lol, keep bugging me to change it and i Finally did XD, thx a lot yea, keep reminding me to change the layout, i hope you like it -__-" pls do tell me if it isn't nice i'll try 2 change it again =P .yeah i would change it anyway because my previous layout was dark and sad so i'm changing it.

Anyway any comments on the new layout would be appreciated, i'm gonna try to improve the layout, i'm still working on the coloring, dont know which code is for what color *sigh*
jasonkid87.blogspot.com =D

p.s- ANYONE CAN TEACH ME HOW TO PUT COMMENTS FOR THE BLOG? I'm still stuck at that part PLEASE HELP NEEDED THANKS A LOT! ^_^

No more blogs? We’ll see, it’s just that I’m so not good in bloggin. There are times when I feel the need to express myself, my feelings but it’s so hard! Considering that my Vocab is limited = im not good in words. So if I can’t then what’s the point of bloggin right? This MAY be my last blog…. For the moment… gonna take a break from it for awhile cos exams is just around the corner BUT I definitely will change my layout in jasonkid87.blogspot.com okay? But bloggin not sure yet haha. Anyway lots of my friends are leaving to the states soon, gonna miss you guys! I really cherish the memory we had together here, all the fun and cRaZiness haha. Urm it’s just so sad when you start to make new friends, start getting closer to them and the next moment you’re leaving in a few months time? It sucks and it’s so sad……. It’s as if you want to spend more time with them a little longer……. To those who wants to do that , here’s a suggestion …. Purposely fail your exams so you’ll have to retake, that way you can still stay wif your frens hahahha. NO! Don’t do that okay! Just a thought in my mind but NO don’t EVER do that……. -_-!!

Note= haven’t officially started blogging… (I said so ! >.<) this is more like an announcement

Todaloooo~~

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okay so the reason i'm writing this is because LOTS of stuffs happened today. Let's start with me waking up at 8am. My class was at 10am but woke up 2 hours earlier to get dressed up, and go to the music room and carry the drums to music class which is FARRRR!!! Why am i carrying drum set? Took Music Class for fun and now im suffering because I have to attend concert (which made me feel bad , read previous post) , and now we have to do a presentation. My group was Janice, S.T and myself...... singing I will follow him and Silent Night, and for the last 2 pieces was instrumental, winter sonata and some chi songs. Jan playin the Piano, S.T= Triangle and me the Drums. Overall I think our grp didn't do that bad. The lecturer commented us that our tempo was a bit off when playing the instruments AND I HAD A GOOD VOICE =D, finally some1 saying something good about my singing BUT I have to work on my pitch. That's all. We got a 6 out of 10. which issssssssss OKAY i guess but i was hopin she'd be more generous giving a 6.5-7. Considering how much we prepared and our grp doesn't have any music background. Me, S.T and Jan played the piano til grade 2. Other grp had people who can sing, who can play well Grade 8++ the guitar aisk. I offered to play the drums cos i Learnt a little last time. One reason why we got 6 was because my singing sux.... my pitch was wrong and i screwd the tempo when i was playin the drums... soooo SORRY my dear grp members =s. *sigh* i suck, I'm not talented in music, not smart, not talented in sports, not good in this and that..... what the heck am I good at??? nothing.. im so useless

after presentation, our Econs class was cancelled. So we went to the Lab and kill time using the net for 2 hours haha. Urm thing was when we are using the lab rules was that we had to put our bags at the back ( they scared we steal thier comp stuffs) anyway we did la. After killin time at the Lab we had another 2 hours of freakin music class. At that time one of my fren who went wif me to the Lab found out that the money in the wallet was missing! It was prob tat that time while we were usin the net at d lab. There were 2 suspicious ppl though, but i cant remmeber their faces. IF I CATCH THEM.........see what i';ll do to them. Point IS... I HATE THIEVES! I lost 80 bucks in brunei when i was playin ball in JIS. I know the feeling of losin cash and now i feel so terrible for my fren and i can;t do anything much.... I just hope that the person who stole the money. 'Enjoy the money, and surely in awhile somethings bad gona happen to you that's for sure.'

There was this orientation night thing at night. We have that every semester. It;s where the freshmen are chosen to participate to be one of the models and win the Mr and Ms Inti. The models for guys are... well... screw them lol, i dont look at guys >.< For the gals allof them are hot and pretty. In short this monoglian girl won and she is HOT, Sizzling HOT! woo. If y'all want the pics pm me, i'll send it to you lol. dang. anyway waste of my time goin there jsut to watch catwalk and some performances =s

phew lots of stuffs happening... okay im gona go DOTA before i sleep...take care people. AND I can't believe i wrote that much???? (this will be the last time im bloggin, Serious!)

not a blog

FYI, I'm NOT bloggin okay. Just writing some stuffs because I just woke up froma nap and getin ready to go 4 ballroom dancing lessons. Okay i spent over Rm500 in 2 weeks.... why? 2 weeks ago I went to Johor and I spent 200... i can't believe just goin there for 2 days can spend that much? Last week I have this Orchestra concert to go to which is compulsory for everyone in music class. We had to attend and listen to the cocert for 2 days... which lasted about 1 hour+.
The orchestra was good, very good. I was actually inspired wathcing the people play.... esp the flutist and the pianist... the flute and piano are the two instruments i wanted to learn most. I really regretted quitin my piano lessons. Watching Ivo Pogorelich and Akiko Nakamura play the piano really inspired me to play the piano even more. The way they express themselves when playin was so unique. Ivo has lighting fast hands when he was playing. It was as if time had been fast forward when he was playin heh. Akiko, was the one that really inspired me, she was graceful, lovely, inspiring when she was playing. Sad really.... it's to late for me to learn.

anyways I spent 200+ as well just to find a place to stay in KL with my frens and then I could'nt control myself and spent 100 on clothes -_-" (some1 help me!) seriously i wont be shoppin until my exams are over! anyhow the food in KL are whack as well.... T_T so yeah that's why I had to spend so much! ad now what? This Week... it's advanced room booking week. I hav to draw money and book my room for semester break.... not only that this weeked i'll be goin down KL to cut my hair (my hair is freakin long). Haven't cut in 2 months ++ sad... that's gona cost a lot. I'm pooor now wahhaa.

p.s- dis is not a blog.

p.p.s- i wont be bloggin anymore , not until my exams finishd anyway. There MIGHT b a new jasonkid87.blogspot.com . might ok.. im so lazy to blog

will be back

blog is dead, cos im lazy to blog...... but i might be blogging again with a new layout and all... this ones to dark.. too sorrowfull... to sad... to.... ok enuf.... im changing the layout tats fer sure....

long time

hmm so it's been 2 weeks since i've blogged... okay so about the intiball it was boring! yeah boring! the food was okay but not good for a 5-star hotel... the event sucked, i don't even know how they pick the people for prom king and queen as well... i saw quite a few other people who deserved to be one but didn't get chosen... hmmm anyway forget the ball, it was a great experience even though i spent so much on clothes and ticket... but i'm definately not going again if there was another ball unless i have a partner haha. After the ball my friends and I went clubbin.... just to have some fun tat's all....

hmmm exams in 3 weeks, can;t wait to get it over with and then go back brunei!!! Missed my friends there! wohooO! can;t wait to come hang out wif y'all. until then i'm going to be studying hard hard for the next 3 weeks! so take care, c you guys in brunei!