Wilson K Surge

Recently I've been doing my all my shopping on Ebay just cos you can get super cheap good deals on product that are new or as new. In the beginning of the year I got a new phone and replaced my trusty LG viewty with the awesome HTC Touch HD. This is my first windows phone and I can see why after reading the reviews and after using it for 2 months they say this is one phone that can go on par with the iPhone. It can play SNES games, super cool weather function, excellent battery life, and I love the GPS software that you install with it. oh I forgot to mention Mobile Office 2010? Mmmm sorry theres too many people using the iPhone and I know its a good phone but I don't like following the crowd........... annnndddd.... all the iPhone fanboys says 'Boooo'
But the main reason why I'm updating this post was to offically announced I've finally started to play Tennis again after a long 7 years of absence. Woah.. I made it sound as if I'm pro and im making a comeback tour XD Reason why I stopped playing was back in high school, 2 weeks after I pickup tennis I got tennis elbow and that killed my career in basketball which in time I developed much hate for Tennis. kidding. Fear is the right word. Fear that I would injure my elbow again because the first injury took me 3 months+ to heal.

Anyway after finishing watching Prince of Tennis and how Nadal has been popping up in my dream asking me to pickup tennis again I finally mustered the courage to pick up the racket and start playing again.... I got hooked, poisoned, and now everyday I have the urge to play tennis... not that Im good but its so much fun and im in the learning stage so its always fun to learn new things :)

So I got to ebay and got myself a racquet. A brand new genuine sexy sleek Wilson K surge rackquet. The original price is about 280+ and I got it for only $130 which is Strung with Gosen OG Sheep Micro 17 at 59lbs. Comes with a K Factor case with strap, Wilson Pro Overgrip fitted to the grip, head protection tape fitted to the head and a Wilson vibration dampener. Pretty cheap and its a darn good racquet except....... I still suck in Tennis. Actually im ok.... or better than ok.... better yet.. I'll see you in court ;)

Thoughts

There are so many thoughts running in my head on.....

-The direction of where the Church will be going
-The direction where Gen418 is going
-Whats gonna happen when some of the key people leaves, or will they be staying?
-And if the key people leaves, there's gonna be a huge hole to fill, who is rising up?
-There are some stuffs that is out of our control and we need the Holy Spirit to convict and change.
-Priorities, Balance... Time....
-How much I still have yet to learn, grow and mature.
-The health of the church.
-Whatever happened to us just 'doing life together?'
-We need more locals... especially Aussies.
-My heart yearns to see a Church thats passionate about God, yet being able to love life, love people and having that atmosphere of Faith and purity.

Sorry.... its just me babbling on a fine Friday morning :)

Shout Unto God

Overwhelmed

These past few days has been a rocky road for me, there's no landslide yet but I can feel it coming, my heart is overwhelmed and starting to feel discouraged (abit). My heart cries out and wonders what is happening? A new burden has risen, to see Men of God to rise up. Not a title of being a 'Man of God' but living that lifestyle where people can look up and say 'wow, his a role-model who inspires me, and I want to be like him' It's been too long now for the Men in church to be sleeping and not live by the calling God has for them. To be created for their original purpose which is to lead n' set a good example. To live the Prov 31:23 life where the women in the kingdom are looking for.

It even hit me when a brother is going through something and I don't even know what to say or what to do for him as I'm not so close, but my heart does feel for him to come back to Papa God. It really saddens me to see people not getting along with one another because of differences, it saddens me to see men liking to keep things for themselves thinking 'its all gonna be ok' but in reality there's a lion in the cage in their heart waiting to be unleashed. Its hard for us men to be transparent not just to our friends but even God??? really? What is happening?? (Don't get me wrong I was like that, a tough nut crack but God 'cracked' me) Its time to get out of the shell.

I'm not and expert at this but the burden for them has becoming stronger every day, and I know I have to make a stand and do something. I was also reminded about a vision someone had for me that they saw me Leading a group of men.... O'Lord help me, I need your strength and wisdom.

please send revival to our hearts,

please raise up a Generation of Men Like David who is after your heart

please raise up a Generation of Men Like Gideon who will be warriors

please raise up a Generation of Men Like Joseph who runs away from temptation and desires purity

please raise up a Generation of Men Like Daniel who have that culture of honor

please raise up a Joshua Generation that is able to lead the people.

More importantly one that models the Character of Jesus and shines forth His Glory.

I pray against the enemy that is putting the men to sleep

break the ego, break the pride, break the insecurities, break our heart

I pray that we will not be silent, its time to get out of our shell....

Give us courage, awaken our heart

Unite us that we may transform the world

A shift in the atmosphere is happening, there is an awakening...
Hearts are stirred and Hope and Freedom will released.....

The more I seek

Recently I stumbled unto this song and fell in love with it right away. I know for guys sometimes its hard to express their love to God with lovey dovey words and actions. Most Men like to look 'tough' get into the spiritual warfare, fighting the demons and these kinda stuffs but if there's one thing we can learn from the women in this generation is to just learn and sit beside the feet of Jesus and just love him, and being in His presence. Just like Mary who is a worhipper that seeks to be with Jesus rather than being 'busy' serving.

Do we often express our love to God these days? Or His love for you? We can get busy with focusing on mountains, problems, promises. I love what John Mark Mcmillan wrote on his song 'How He loves us' I don’t have time to maintain these regrets, When I think about, the way ...He loves us,

I know its weird but I just find myself laying on Jesus's lap as I sing this love song to Him and my heartcry was what is written in the lyrics of the song. Guys.. its ok to express your love to God and even through this lyrics.... its what makes Guys Beautiful, just to love Jesus and expressing your love to Him. Guys can be strong, wild, tough and yet beautiful at the same time you know? :)

So this is the song I found and thought you all might like. Be blessed :)
If its not showing up on the blog due to FB problem here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZfsxydxEXA

The More I seek You- Gateway Worship

The more I seek you

The more I find you

The more I find you,

The more I love you

I wanna sit at your feet

drink from the cup in your hand.

Lay back against you and breath, hear your heart beat

This love is so deep, it's more than I can stand.

I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming

YOU In Wonderland

Hey guys, THIS Sunday, Hope Gold Coast will be embarking on a journey down the rabbit hole unlike any other.

On the 14th and 21st, we will being having our Wonderland Series

Who: All are encouraged to come in costume to fully immerse yourself in the wonderland experience. (Wiki it if you don't know the characters :p)

Where: Enterprise Centre Southport.

What: A fun filled time where we can hear how to embrace God's wonderland (kingdom culture) in our lives.

Bring: A plate of party food, and or high tea assortments if you like. (Eg. pretty cup cakes, cream puffs chocolate eclairs etc)

Come and join us for the adventure of a Sunday Church Service lifetime.
It's going to be amazing!!!

(Let me know if you need directions or transport)

Trust God for who He Is

Yay finally got my internet, we just got our ADSL2+ yesterday.... so the saga of moving houses, buying new furnitures and clothes are all done. yay! Now I'll be able to update this blog and might even be thinking of changing the skin hehe.

if there's one thing I learnt through all this is that sometimes we suffer, face trials,hardships.... we pray for an outcome, we pray for God to do this and that. All these are good but there are times we can get sidetrack and focus on the outcome rather than the person. We should remember to trust God for WHO HE IS and not only What He does. consider not the situation but How much He loves us and for God to show us His character through all this, then he will reveal His greater purpose.

Trusting God for who He says He is will bring about the destiny he has for you and not force things to happen before its time.

"Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth? Tell me if you know so much

Who determined its dimensions and stretched out the surveying line?

What supports its foundations, and who laid its cornerstone

as the morning stars sang together and all the angels shouted for joy?"

Job 38:4-7

Sozo + Vision Sunday

I know, I've said I won't be blogging till I get my internet but I just felt the need to blog anyway =P

Whats Happening.

Saturday- Throw a Snag on the Barbie. (BBQ) If you're interested to get on the beach, n just chill before Uni starts then come along and join us!

Sunday- Sozo+Vision Sunday
Sozo definition from studylight.org
to save a suffering one (from perishing), i.e. one suffering from disease, to make well, heal, restore to health

we'll be emarking on an new exciting series called 'Sozo' ALL ARE WELCOME to join to learn to be healed yourself from past hurts, scars, that are deep. Also learn how to be used to heal others! It's seriously gonna be great....

Also God has something exciting installed for us this exciting year, come and discover the call of God in our church on impacting the Gold Coast and discover your destiny and God's vision for you life =)

If you're reading this you're officialy invited and if you're on the Coast you HAVE To come, if you're anywhere else drive, fly here because its that worth it! kidding... (or am I?)=P

hiatus......

Yes, this blog will be on hiatus indefinately till I get my internet. It's amazing how priorities in your life changes when the internet is not there. Sounds s2pid but Two major things I noticed in the past 2 weeks without having the internet. Its amazing how clearly you can hear God more clearly without the internet =P

1.) I started dedicating to playing and practicing on my guitar more after more than 2 months of absence.
2.) I got time to reflect on my Spiritual, emotional and phyical health.

Spiritual

• I find myself at times seeking God's hand rather than His face......and........
  Learnt to trust and seek God for WHO HE IS not what He can do!
• I need to learn to grow in carrying in the presence of God, I am dreaming of this and so encouraged by testimonies from Charles Finny and even Peter when his Shadow just healed the sick.. WOW!
• Had a breakthrough in my life moving in the spirit more after that 20day fast.

Physical

• Need to set aside a time to start interceding again, havent been doing that since I've moved house
• Started playing basketball again (finally) and.... after a long 6 years I've picked up tennis again.
• I'm starting to look old and skinny. I was all skin and bones during the 20day fast and injured my shoulder+spine when I was playin the guitar in Church. (didnt know guitar was so heavy!) Need to start taking care of my skin properly, its getting wrinkly XD
• I'm adding veggies in my meal, don't worry guys!!!

Emotional

• Having imaginary arguments with people in my mind over stuffs people said to me or things they said made me go crazy
• I had issue with Pride, thinking TOO much of myself which affected my self-esteem. I should think of myself less but not think less of myself. Thank God, God's been speaking to be bout servanthood and humility (alot!!)
• Want to learn to speak life to people, encourage them and lift them up.... more

That's just a couple of stuffs that I was reflecting on anyway =) See you till I get my internet !

Oh no...

moved out!

Finally moved out, got a new place which is heaps better than the other house, had a couple of dramas here and there , some people weren't very helpful, and lets just say it was very stressful. I'm glad and happy that we moved in to the house we got, it was really a miracle how we got it within 24 hours with only 2 person applying for a 4 bedroom house. Some problems came up during the moving process.... wasn't to serious but I'm hoping God will do something that I don't deserve. With all the crap that has been going on while moving, I never thought I'll say this but I actually was looking forward and actually enjoyed my work... guess its just getting away from everything and just talking to my awesome colleagues and the friendly guests really helped alot.

anyhoooo, its a brand new place, with a brand new start and I got the smallest room in the house but its looking very sexaayyy I must say ;)

Don't have the internet yet, so won't be updating much this week.

Eph 3:20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us

Sunday Night Reflections, 31-1-10

Got this idea from Perry Noble and will be trying to do this regulary every Sunday. Its good to do this and just remember and reflect on the day :)

• Had one amazing gem gave his life for Christ today, yay!! one soul saved!!
• Have learnt to take risks and just go for it, thank God if you missed the opportunity God will send someone else for He holds all things together.
• Dreaming of more souls saved from treasure hunting and friendship evax
• Antitode for Conceited is Humility
• Learnt that brokeness is the key to success as you go for God, you go for Gold and God hears our cry.
• have taken the step to be more transparent and real, and not pretend "I've got it all together"
• We get spiritual amnesia forgeting God's grace
• Promotion comes from God
• Best revelation? From the Bible
• I want God to break me to make me who He wants me to be
• I've learnt to not keep words to myself and just obey His voice and give it out.
• PACKING AND CLEANING THE HOUSE IS A PAIN!!!
• Carried 60+ bags at work today alone + furnitures from house? Ouch.
• God's doing a work in my heart on humility, always checking my heart
• It's end of January and when people comes back in February they'll be wondering if they were in the same church as few months ago ;)
• Heck ya!! great things are happening in Hope Gold Coast and there are more to come, never park on your success, move on for more!!

resurrected dream

Prayer meeting between me, Jesus, God and the Holy Spirit was so awesome today hahaha. As I was praying and visioning what God has for me, God reminded me about a dream I had before.....seeing Japan be won for Christ. I then said ok " I'll pray for missionaries to go in, church planters, etc. but then God was challenging me... telling me "that was all good but those aren't big enough" Immediately I knew what He meant and I couldn't pray , I was so afraid of praying 'that' particular prayer... was so afraid of being called to do what I will be praying for. In my heart I want to see it come to pass, Its a God-size dream, Its a dream thats in my heart but I wasn't willing to pay the price for it because I was looking at my own limited human limitations.

for a short moment.. I paused and then was reminded of the teachings from Jesus Culture, reminded of Revival, reminded that im not a failure, being like Caleb going 'give me that mountain' ,then supernatural courage came in and I started praying for revival, praying for God to use me, and literally I knew God was asking "are you willing to go?" and I responded just like Isaiah did "Here I am Send me, use me, mould me, break me, to be a vessel to bring revival to the nations" (oh man, what am I getting myself into XD )and man this is huge but I want to see Japan be turned into a Christian Nation.... crazy, I know.... Impossible... with man yes, but not with God. there are so many things I can say about this dream I have for the nation but thats saving it for another time.

The Point is this.... I was afraid of taking risk, I was afraid of praying that prayer, praying for that dream because somehow I had a thought 'I cant do this, how can God use me'. I've learnt (and its true) that many men forsake their dreams because they aren't willing to take risk , or fear they arent up to the challenge, or know the desires in their hearts are good. We men have become complacent, lazy, wheres the courage, where are the risk-takers? we don't fight for the desires in us.....

HOW??? Is the big question we would ask but thats God's deparment not ours, we are to respond with a willing heart and God can use your life empowered to shake cities, to release a cry of outpouring of His spirit on the nations. the question is not 'how' but 'are you willing? willing to fight for that Dream that God has placed in you?' Start to believe God for the impossible.

Jesus Culture conference

Will be heading off to Jesus Culture conference tomorrow! woohoo~~ can't wait!! I'm so prepared for the conference, ready to have a powerful encounter with Jesus, ready to be trained and equipped to bring revival to the city then the nations......

See you on Sunday!
Get ready to bring the kingdom of heaven to earth!

Things to get done

Things I need to get done in January

1.) Pack up my stuffs
2.) Find a new house
3.) Clean the house
4.) Find money to pay cleaner for the house (help anyone? =P )
5.) Complete my ‘thing’, 16 days to go, O gosh
6.) See a breakthrough after that
7.) Oh and also go eat KFC
8.) And eat Good Jeepeeeneseee Fooooddd
9.) Still need to get a new hairdryer
10.) Set up a timetable for my daily activities for the week after I move out
11.) Start playing my guitar again, been neglecting my babies
12.) Sell my junks, anyone interested in buying a computer desk and a drawer dresser?
13.) Find a way to earn more $$
14.) Attend Jesus Culture Conference.... oh wait! I already am!! Woohoo!!
15.) Need to make time to hang out more =)
16.) Enlarging my vision
17.) Enlarging myself
18.) Increasing my awesomeness...... wa sehhh hahahaha =)

Nothing is impossible - Planetshakers

The title speaks for itself

Through You I can do anything
I can do all things
'Cause it's You who gives me strength
Nothing is impossible

Through You blind eyes are open
Strongholds are broken
I am living by faith
Nothing is impossible

I'm not gonna live by what I see
I'm not gonna live by what I feel

Deep down I know that You're here with me
And I know that You can do anything

I believe, I believe
I believe, I believe in you

If you're reading this from Facebook pls click 'view original post' above to listen to the song :)

Gateway worship- You are Good

Amazing song written by Kari Jobe from Gateway Worship - You are Good

Verse
Your kindness, leads me to repentance
Your goodness, draws me to Your side
Your mercy calls me to be like You
Your favor is my delight

Every day, I'll awaken my praise
And pour out a song from my heart

Chorus
You are good, You are good, You are good,
And Your mercy is forever
You are good, You are good, You are good,
And Your mercy is forever
You are good, And Your mercy is forever

Bridge
Your kindness is forever
Your goodness is forever
Your mercy is forever, forever

2010 : Dreams- Moving ahead

There are so many things we all want to do in 2010, we say its a brand new start of the year, we are looking ahead to the great things that are about to come, no doubt about that, but there are times especially for me after the 1st or 2nd month the vision starts to die, the dream starts to fade.
Here are some things to help you kick start the year 2010

• Think positive thoughts - I love it how David says that God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble (Psalm 46:10) Negativity is from the devil, don't listen to it. Heck, even the devil would tempt Jesus on His identity in Luke saying "IF you are the son of God...."
  
• Forget things from the past - forget what has happened and look ahead, its a new day! and of course we need God's help for that. (Isaiah 43:18) Forget the former thing,do not dwell on the past!
  
• Visualize your dream - (Isaiah 43:19) See, I am doing a new thing! Do you not see it? The dream, the rhema word God spoke to you many years ago, or just last year or even 10 years ago. Start believing and visualizing it, know that God is good and His promise will come to pass. The dream and vision may start dying and fading of now, but its time to resurrect that dream, to believe in His promise. I bet whenever Abraham sees the stars he would remember God's promises. Oh and also Set goals and clear steps towards it!
  
• Give thanks and Praise continually to God! - Even if you haven't receive the promise, Give thanks! again I love how David in Psalm 103: 1-2(NLT) saying Praise the Lord, I tell myself, with my whole heart, I will praise his holy name......(v2) ......and never forget the good things he does for me. Remember that God is good and the good things he has done though the good times and bad times. Know that discouragement and disappointment are opportunity for miracles.
  
• Pray Pray Pray! - When you pray.. you're confessing with your mouth on what God had said. Praying also lifts up your faith, pray in a way that your faith will be lifted up just as the first time you got your rhema word. Start praying for the things you have stop praying for. As Bill Johnson said "Pray that God will resurrect prayers and promises"

What am I believing for? There are many things I'm believing for but one thing for sure is for my awesome Life group Acts29 to grow, multiply and be and influence!! (and through that the Church can grow!) I'm believing that this year I can be a leader, one that has a heart of humilty to serve, care and influence. I'm boldly saying it because I know God has spoken to me ,I'm seeing myself just how God would see me, through God's eyes not my eyes =)

I'm believing for my sheeps (ok I never really like the term sheep)*coughs* the people I'm taking care of for spiritual growth and to be Men of God and that they too can leave a legacy

I've only shared this with a couple of people but this is the promise that God had for me mid last year during my prayer times as I was dreaming of doing great things for God and of revival. The Lord told me 'Be a person of destiny that will leave a legacy' (thus my blog heading) God was challenging me to give all of me for all of Him, because I've learnt that a great calling comes with a great price and that may involve more time off the computer and more time praying, fasting, and reading the Word, wow *sweats* bring it on! I challenge you all to live the destiny that God has called you to :)

Okay there are other things but I think I've rambled on enough.... XD

EepppppYYYY Neeewwwwww YYaaahhhhh!!!!

Last post for 2009

Thanks for Bananagurl for doing this XD

Yes, as some of you may not know, I am a superstar *gasps* and I've been working secretly in the media industry for awhile. The only reason why I didn't want to tell anybody was because I don't want any stalkers or paparazzi :)

Okay.. Enough Krap.....

Happy New Years Everybody!! See you guys in 2010!!