yea!

Yea so 2 exams are done and one more to go. My biology I think i did "OK" just ok hopefully pass the exam and get a B. Public Speaking was yesterday and it was good i think. Hopefully the examiner won;t be strict. Last paper= History 2, now this is one screwed up test because the lecturer didnt give much tips and from my friends who took History 1, they said the tips the lecturer gave didnt came out one bit. So im kinda screw up, don't really know what to study and so many things to memorize!! Worse than my biology i think haha.

Last paper's on monday 8am-11am. After the exam I'm plannning to get my drivin license from the uncle. YEA! I passed the drivin test. I might sound like an idiot happening to win a lottery haha. anyway thats how I felt when I passed my drivin test. ^_^ Can't wait to drive when i get back hoho. Anyway I'm planning to go to Mid Valley to do some shopping or just chill out after the exam. Possibly get a haircut and dye my hair again. hmmm what else. oh yea goin back the next day which is Tuesday. yea!

Listening to
Guang Liang- Tong hua
wang le you duo jiu
zai mei ting dao ni
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
wo xiang le hen jiu
wo kai shi huang le
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me

ni ku zhe dui wo shuo
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
ye xu ni bu hui dong
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le

wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

yi qi xie wo men de jie ju

exam

well this is a short blog, exam in 4 hours and 3 more to go after that, started stidying but don't know if it's enough wish me luck! hehe. and I can't wait to get back wooooooo.... 2 weeks to go! urm and many people noticed that I've grown fatter -_-" that's because I havent been exercising , for 2 weeks, it's the exam and I spent the whole day in my room pigging around haha ~bleh~ and urm thinking of changing my layout soon

boring

its been a boring week, nothing much has been happening except for the Blackout for 5 freakin hours in campus few days ago. At first I thought they were going to fix it asap because it happened before and it took like 30-60 min to fix it but nooooo, After 1 hour of waiting outside my room walkin around looking at the skys and cars leaving the campus, the head came and told everyone that there won't be electricity for 2-3 hours....or more. Since there wasn't anything else to do and test is coming I decided to go and take my books and do a bit of revision. because they said theres electricity on the academic block which is about 10 -15 min walk. Hung out wif my fren for awhile then went and study at the block the blackout started at 8pm and came back at 1.30am.

Bleh nothing else to blog just that my exams are starting next week , thinking of changing my template and I'll be coming back to Brunei on the 19th and heopfully can get my licence by then =D

happy ^_^

haha, it's rare that I blog twice in a week or earlier, usually I blog by the end of the week..... but hey! It was a special day! It was my birthday!! ^_^ ok so I was expecting it to be like the usual birthday I had last year and years ago where it was just another day and ppl wishin me a happy bday. But today was very different! I don't know how to explain this but I haven't felt this happy in a very long time. Today was just all about joy and laughter, no sadness and all that.

So I had two test, a history and bio test. The history test was at 8, and luckily during the class the teacher said it was open book. yay =D No time to celebrate because in 2 hours time I have a bio test which i really didn't study because of the karate competition. Went to the test unprepared. It was a good thing the class was small and we were all persuading the teacher to give us an open book test because the test was hard. So she said for the last 20 min the test will be open book. wohoo!! It's like wow! I'm soooo blessed today =P haha. So after that there was the lsat council meeting for the sem we got free food!! KFC to be exact ate 6 pieces of chicken hoho. After that went to CF. And Pastor Sandra came all the way to talk about Relationships. (Hui hui and 221, if you're reading this you should know who pastor Sandra is =) she was at the camp last year and it was exactly one year since I 've seen her now I get to see her again. haha. Her talk on relationships were funny and intresting. *ahem*. anyway Yeah. For the whole day I was getting lots of greetings and calls from friends wishin me a happy bday keke.

The nite was the best. Josh came into my room and asked me to go dining hall. haha. So I went and we were celebratin my bday there. Really surprised they made so much effort to get a cake for me. I really appreciate it. There were only 6 ppl though, me, Zy, Janice, Josh, SP and Lay Hoon. The cake was errr coffee cake with chocolate chips and strawberrys on top. yup. And the cake had 'Happy Birthday Jun Jun' haha ^_^

Just wanted to say I really Had a good time today guys. Thanks for everything!!! Arigato Gozaimasu! Even though i'm down y'all tried to cheer me up and all tat. So thank you again to you all. I really love you all. I really havent been this happy for a loooongg time. And I love this feeling. Also a BIG thanks to the BIG GUY up there. You shaped me and brought me in this world. thank you. ^_^

cheers~ people =D

back

hey people, how have you been doing? just got back from the karate tourney....yea, its 1.45 am now and I have a class at 8am... So I'm going to try and type as fast i can keke. urm So I left KL on the 17th to Perlis and it was heck a long of a ride 8 freakin hours in the bus!!! Basically I was doing 3 things, study (a lil bit), eat and sleep haha. Sleep most of the way anyway. I haven't travelled for so long in so many years....anyway Perlis is a nice and peaceful place, a bit like brunei actually, just that it's not as clean... the people are so friendly and food there is spectacular and cheap... the nite before the tourney I had a nasi lemak nasi pattaya and a MONSTER MUG of Orange Juice just for myself muahahaha =D yes, the nite before the tourney i must fill my stomach with nice food ^_^ why? tell the truth whenever I'm sad or depressed there are basically 3 things that cheers me up.... (1.) Food, good food makes me happy, I just enjoy eatin (2.) Punching the punching bag, taking out my frustrations on the poor bag (3.) Going to the arcade, play games aimlessly, just playing it for fun doesn't matter if I lose hoho so if you see my sad next thing, take me out for a meal muahahha ....speaking of Arcade I was playing in there for quite sometime after the toruney....

urm so y'all must be wondering what happened in the tourney? or why am I not mentionin it earlier... It's obvious ain't it? If I had won, the first few sentence would be a happy one as if I just won a lottery. I lost the damn match. Maybe because It's beacause of the injury but I don't want to blame on it and how I can't take care of myself. I really felt I could've wont the match really..... This is the first time I got eliminated from the first round and It's really sad. Yea, some people might say 'Try again next tourney, take this as experience' call me stubborn, impatient whatever but what I feels is that I think I've gained enough experience and It's time for me to start winning matches because I'm sick of losing and I've been a failure most of my life... I've never really achieved anything great.... also I don't have much time.. I 'm going to the U.S probably next year and there won't be a 'next time' for me because I'll be leaving...... crap... I dont know how... I'll see how it goes.. my injury is getting worse.. I took painkiller before the match and it was alright but I'm sure I won't be walking properly tomorrow. What i need to do now is rest rest rest....let the injry heal and then get ready for the Shito-ryu national game.... which is er this august or september I think. That will definately be my last tournament so I'm hoping to get healed fast and train hard. Oh i forgot to mention there were loads of cute girls in the tourney hehe. Sadly I forgot to bring my camera =( but hey at least i got to know a few of them anyway.......

kanzaro kachi ichiban!

crap

it's been a crappy week all right, days go by and my day is getting worse. The injury I had weeks ago is not healed, and the tourney is next week. Yesterday I tried sparring and my skill has gone down a LOT. I don't like it, because of the injury I haven't been training. One week to go can I get my skill back and injury healed? I hope so. My studies are except for math, I failed my first test and I'm goin to drop the subject AGAIN. ugrh. make matters worse, my friend..... I just found out she commited suicide yesterday. Jumped down from a tall bulding. I dont know why she did that... She seemed ok when she talks to me whenever i see her however I know she has this pain in her heart but I guess she didn't want to share it out and I was afraid to ask her to share it out as well. She was my classmate ever since when we were in primary skool and just met her again last year when I got here. I don't know the reason why yet.... but I do know she coudlnt handle that her father commited suicide last year. It's so sad when people do that, I coudlnt pay attention in class, and I keep thinking to myself "why do people do that???" To me i dont think its a way to solve all problems. anyway I'm goin to get ready to go KL, going to have a little 'drink, with my friends. Just for social.

People when you have problems, I know it's hard to sometimes tell other people about it but I also learnt sometimes if you keep everything to yourself and not share it with someone, It's goin to be really hard. Maybe you feel uncomfortable when you share it with someone else. Try God. anyway you can look for me as well ^^ My fone and ear will be on 24/7

wierd

Practically every Sunday I'll have to go down KL. Which means I have to draw more $$ to pay for the train tickets and food.... damnit. Today I went down to KL with Janice and Joshua. haha its the attack of 3 J's =P er anyway as usual there were problems with the KTM, we were delayed for 1 hour to be exact half hour for waitin for the train and another half in the train. When are they going to fix the problem!! I was almost late for my karate training as the training starts at 2pm i arrived at 1.50pm (left at 12pm) and I quickly went to McD and ate.

Ok so I was rushing to the training place right? On my way this indian guy stopped me... and went 'Excuse me, I just got out of prison'. After hearing the 'prison' word in my mind I was like 'ok get ready to attack this guy whatever happens' hahaha. anyway that guy was asking for some money because he just got out of prison, he showed the form thing about his release and was explainin how the stupid police dropped him in KL central and not his hometown. He looked innocent enuf and I was lookin at his pants nno wallet or anything and was explainin to me how he had son family when i asked if he was lying *raising eyebrows*. So he said he wanted to go to nilai which is where I'm studyin actually.... because of the rush of time, I wasn't thinkin thoroughly and I went 'ok here's RM5, then he went thank you, thank you, then I coudlnt really make up the rest of the words he was sayin. After that he wanted and extra bucks he wanted 8 in total but i said 'look i gave you 5 which is enough for the train and heres and extra 1 for the bus' after that he left.

Was he telling the truth ? I don't know. Yea, there are lots of people who con. But me being a nice guy haha, er gave him the RM6. I just hope he was telling the truth and wish him the best to him and his family . If he was lying then I hope something bad happens to him,if he took the money for bad intentions, let the bad intentions get back to him and if i ever see him again I'll kick his ass.

So I was late for training, or was I? I reached at 2.30pm ran to the trainin place asap. To my surprise the door was locked. Grrr yeah, the coach was late and the team was waitin outside for 1 hour............... And we didnt even train all we did was talk about whats gonna happen and what we need to do then bye bye. Ugh. So since I didn't train and wasted money for buyin the train ticktets. heck might as well go do some shoppin in mid valley. Jan and Josh were at korean village and sg wang, didnt want to join em, cos I wanted to give em some 'private time ' =) haha, besides its so far. I bought a new pair of sandals because the old one is spoiled and played a bit at the arcade. Did a bit of window shoppin, was restrainin myself from buyin new clothes lol.

Crap what a day. And I can't believe I blogged that much hahaha.

long

hoho, as I said I'll probably blog once in a week, because I'm so freakin busy. Yesterday I slept at 2 and woke up at 5 am. why? There was a karate belt grading test in KL and it starts at 8.30am. So we had to use my friends car and bring the group to the train station. We left at 6.30 so we should reach there at 7.30 but nooo we reached there at 8.... because there were problems with the train. There's always problem with it esp when it's raining. Speaking of rain we had to walk in the rain the the grading place after we got off the train station. That sucks. We were all soaking wet. The test was ok, I know I can pass but I was hoping to get a 'Double grade' meaning skip one level but I wasn't good enough. so sad =( after that me and my karate mates went to Sungai Wang to do some shopping. Bought a new bag and a few clothes.

I had karate training at 6pm later again.... this was no ordinary training, its a training for those who are going for MAKAF. Just so you know MAKAF is like the biggest karate competition in Malaysia, and not many people can join it, only the best can join *wah seh* haha. Yea thank God, i got selected. I'm representing KL. The training was killing me, I haven't been exhausted for a looong time. I came back with injuries on both of my toes on both legs, my left wrist and the fingers on my right hand. *ugh* Good thing my friends were all waiting for my training to finish so we can go back together, don't wanna go back alone, so boring. And so we came back at 11pm. Practically I spent more than 12 hours in KL. Oh, and at nite me and my frens, we drank this Korean wine/beer, I wasn't so sure. It's called chunghua I think. It tasted a bit like wine sadly it was only one small bottle, wanted to dirnk more hahaha.

Take care people

yo

yo, how you doing people? Yea, haven't been bloggin for quite some time huh = =" I guess this will be the first time im bloggin in my site in this new layout =D A big thank you to April for lettin me to blog in her site, it was fun haha. I don't think I would continue bloggin if it wasn't for those bloggin I did at your site. ^^

been pretty busy and crap these few days.Lots of problems going on. School, people, friends ugh.... I got my bio test back and it was 69/100 which is a B- i think its not tat bad considering i studied few days before the test. Next week i have a Math test comin up and i havent studied yet , im dead, oh and tomorrows my driving theory test hehe, hope i can pass and then I can drive! weee!!!
As some of you might know, I am the president for the karate club and lately I've been doing a very shitty job, 30 members joined the club, but every training about 10 or less turns up. I duno why are they not coming... maybe the trainings boring and not intresting? i don't know ..... Im not doing a good job in keeping the club 'alive'. argh. I'll find a way

im goin to my sensei's house in a couple of hours. His treatin us for dinner and we're goin to get ang pao!! ^_^, guess thats about it for today, dont feel like bloggin actually but I'm bored. Take care people.

xdvfs

......

back again?

so im out of aprils site and now im back here again, wont be bloggin there again as the site is entirely hers -_-" , so sad now no one will come to this lousy site. Might as well not blog anymore....... since not many people will come and read hai~

moved

hmmm, i dont know this html stuff to make my blog page look more interesting im bloggin in my frens site now, http://april.glam0rous.org so il be bloggin there and this site i guess ill jsut leave it for those who wants to read bout my b.ball life heh

take care

Finally

Finally the time is now, im departin to KK in 20 hours time or so....... I hoped i practiced hard enough and am prepared for the competition cos im a person who doesnt like to lose...... esp in a competition like this. Wish me luck ^^

Finally my exam result is comin out tomorrow!! damn ill be leaving to KK so i cant check it, i guess ill have to have fun in KK till my hearts out before i check my results and start cryin for the whole month hehe... yup yup wish me luck that i get good results lol =P

basketball camp + competitio

aish i wanted to try and blog daily but turned out that i forgot to!! no wonder no ones comes and check my blog :-( ......... anyway there was this baksetball camp, and i its the first time i touched the ball since 2 months ago..... damn it we had a 3v3 game and i sucked! wait, i was OK but my teamates suck ya not tryin to put all the blame on them but its true! i hope i can get pick to play the 5v5 game tmrw..... at least i gained a lil bit of motivation to play and trian b.ball again, and im goin to do tat right after my karate competition in Sabah. yup representin shitoryu malaysia team, hehe im gona take all my stress and frustration out durin the competition muahahaha, na just hope tat i can win and get the medal, im trainin really hard now... so i have no time to blog i guess - -

WoHoo!!

Yup, my morals exam finally over, the objective was hard but i managed to do the other sections thx to the lecturers tips. 1 down and 1 more to go. My bio exams this thursday, havent been really studying much , lazy and no mood to. Besides that I went to Karate training today, i know the exams just right around the corner but then the final selections today so had no choice but to go. YUP I got selected!!!! Wohoo, never thought i would get selected though, i guess my training relaly paid off, ( also thx to my senpai) The training was from 10-12 then the coached said there was another from 4-6, i was like ARGH!! i tought the training was all over. I had to study for my exams damn it! haha but i was smart enough to go to midvalley MPH and 'borrow' the biology book and study there for 1 hour+ hahah

Right now im goin to leave b.ball out for awhile and focus more on my karate since i got selected. Don;t wanna let everybody down and show that the coach that he made a wrong choice

Finally Working

Haven't been bloggin' ya, had some problems with my the internet explorer but didn't know what the prolbem was, ran through virus scan hmmm no virus, then ran spybot and managed to fixed the problem (thank god). And so here I am bloggin' again hahaha. Haven't been playing basketball for a long long time now..... probably about a month. Been busy with my Karate, ya its probably my new found passion. I went to the selection to represent Malaysia for the Asian Shito-Ryu karate competition and I dont know if i got in yet but everyone was told to attend the training. The selection was alright I guess, i think I did ok but coudl've done better. Let's just hope I got selected... I'm Continuing to train hard, till then I guess i'll leave basketball out for awhile.

Had a Ice Cream competition few days ago and gues what???? I got 1st place!! muahahahahah ya no surprise to those who knows me really well hehe anyway there are pictures of the competition at my friends web, check it out at http://zy.rojakpot.com/zy/?nav=photo.album.thumb&fld=IntiIceCreamContest-Oct04 =) I'll probably stop bloogin again for a few days or weeks because of the upcoming exams... anyway wish you all the best in your exams too!

Gah! School tomorrow

Well holidays over, and class starts tomorrow! -_-" i dont think holidays long enough!!! I was bored in the afternoon so went and play basketball. yes i suck, havent been playing for awhile and the floor is still freakin slippery..... first i was playing wif these kenyans dude, lost very badly but was kinda fun. I guess i need more training, right now im just like a peanut...... o well, train train cant be lazy no more...

Basketball

Ok first of all I think I might as well share my basketball life wif y'all. Some people think its stupid but I feel like sharing it anyway. It's all about what happned in my basketball life from when I first touched the basketball up till now. As for blogging I'll probably do that when i have the time

1996
This is the year when I first started playing and touched the basketball. So I guess i was 9 back then (primary 4). I studied in CHMS btw, (Chung Hwa middle School) and tat school has always and will always be the champions in basketball. That school is very very well-known for its b.ball team and has been on a winning streak for i dont know how many years its been goin on and on. Anyway during PE class we were playing basketball and this friend of mine Chia Wei was really damn good, probably the best in the whole of primary 4. Im sure im not wrong about that, if im not mistaken he played ball when he was really little and his family there has a history of basketballers, cousins playing for the national team and all that. Anyway it was him who got me into basketball actually telling me about NBA, lending me the games and all that. Ya you guessed it i got into Michael Jordan and the bulls ( who doesn't?) tats the only team and player i know back then lol. Nuthin much happened after that, just glad that it was my first time playing basketball during the PE lesson and I really really enjoyed the game. Was just playing for fun back then

1997
Primary 5- This year was really memorable, it was the first ever basketball match I played in. You see every year there's this inter-class match. And so i registered my name into the team. All my frens joined too, and all were basketball players too, O tat guy Chia Wei was in my class so we were teamates and that's great. It was a elimination match so if we lost the first match then its gone. Our first match was against a team one year higher than us, the Primary 6 students who are bigger and more experienced. The game was urm... pretty messy lol, didn't score a point but I stole a lot of ball though. Overall we lost by one point and we could have won the game if only one of my fren would have fouled him to stop the fast break. Well at that time we all kinda blamed him for the loss. hey we were young back then ok. That was the only game I played that year and after that it was all just play for fun during PE lessons

1998
Primary 6- Became really good friends wif my friend Chia Wei and funny we were in the same class again lol. Well his still playing basketball and really good at it. He was serious wif the game back then by the way. as for me i just took it as a game. Came over to his house to play ball together whenever I had the chance and i developed my skill from there actually. I got really better at the game thx to him and his cousins. Still he was better than me, and at the time he was kinda cocky ( i think, cant really remember) but one thing i know for sure he was sayin how bad my b.ball was. That was the time when I kinda took the game a little serious and wanting to beat him. But wasn't THAT determined yet, just tried to beat him whenever i played wif him. I don't have a court or a ball so i just treat basketball as a game, played whenever i had the chance.

1999
This was the year when me and my mates all split up and go on our seperate ways. I was more into basketball actually, transferred to St Georges for 2 months then to Jerudong International School (JIS). I had a few friends there and the moment when I joined the school one of my friend called me to join her team. Ya it was a mixed game, I didn't know who was my team as i just joined the school. In the end i found out that the team consists of 2 boys and urm about 6 girls??? I can't really remember lol, but there was definately 2 boys and many girls. Yes we got our asses whopped, but it was fun met new friends gained more exp. And before the game i met this guy Vyron who was really friendly and he knew i was new so he was testing my basketball skills by asking me to shoot from here and there. He is a really good player, talented in many sports actually and was one of the guys that inspired me to play b.ball harder. Anyway this year I guess was the year that i learned msot about basketball. I had a really really STRICT coach who was fat, demanding, and was a woman. OK i might sound really mean but i regretted whatever I said about her later. I'll explain why later. I was really glad i came to this school, because that coach was good teaching people how to paly ball the proper way. I really learned a lot during this year thx to the coach, I've developed into a player who understands the basics of the game

2000
This year was probably the most memorable basketball moment in my life. I joined the school team. Went to Phuket to play ball, its where all the international schools in South East Asia compete with each other in sports. I really enjoyed my time there, I was playing Power Forward by the way, the coach kept asking me to get the rebound cos I was tall and jumped really high. So that was my job and i didn't score a lot in that game except for lots of rebounds and steals. And we got 2nd place baby! wohoo! IT was the first ever medal I got in my life and I was really proud of it. Winning the silver medal and I really think we deserverd it after hard training and all. besides that i also joined the track team. Losing in the long jump, 400m and relay :(

I also earned a silver trophy for the 3v3 basketball game. We were training as usual, and when we took a break my friend Vyron came up and asked if I wanted to join his team. I accepted his offer and we worked our way to 2nd place , i actually scored in this game and was really happy!!
^^ I started playing more ball, thx to the coache intense training, and I had a ball court where I lived so I played whenever i felt like it. As you can see why this year was really memorable, I achieved lots of stuff after 1 year of playing proper basketball. Winning the silver medal and trophy, and i developed into a better basketball player

2001
This was the year when I REALLY treated Basketball more than a game. I took the game really seriously. I guess i was really touched and influenced by the anime SLAM DUNK. Yes i watched the anime this year, was really late eh but it was worth it i guess. After watching the game i started to train seriosuly shooting 200 balls (getin it in) each day, training at least 2-3 hours a day. It was a good thing there was a b.ball court built where I live and nobody plays there. I developed into a pure shooter and changed my position to shooting guard. I can play the point too. I gained more respect in school because of my shooting, dont mean to brag but I think i was the sharpest shooter in the whole school tat time and I am still now :P. One weakenss, because I spent a lot of time shooting, my inside scoring was really bad. And my jumping decreased a lot, im now a shorty as they are taller people than me, even my friend Vyron who was shorter than me now was Taller than me. O ya after wathching the anime and got really touched by it, i started setting goals n having dreams for my basketball.

2002
Still in the same lousy school of JIS. This was the year my Lady Coach left the school and went to work in Singapore. YES I Was really happy back then, not only me but all of us, we hated her called her a b8ch, and all that because she was always screaming at us, shouting at us and all that and we did;nt like it. Guess I was wrong, really wrong. after she left, the basketball team got really quiet and there was hardly any training at all. I guess I missed the training, and i found out as a coach that was the stuff you need to do, and her coaching was right and great. It was stupid of me to say bad things about her and i really regretted it. I guess i matured into a better player with a better understanding of the game. Before she left there was always training, early morning, after school, holiday and she arranged games. We had games at least once every 2 months. But now it was all CRAP, no proper coach and all that. I really missed the coach......

However there was another forbissea games, the game where all S.E.A international schools competed each other? ya that one. I did't join the one last year which was in KL and the team did;nt win anyhting. This year the game was in Penang. Yup my 'hometown' kinda , I still treat it as part of my hometown anyway. Because it was in Penang i decided to join and get the GOLD from my hometown. We came up short, got bronze and to tell the truth we couldve gotten 1st place, but thx to one my of cocky selfish, very up himself friend. He costed us the game. We even lost to the worst team there damn it, can u believe it we lost to the worst team and we beat the team that got 1st and 2nd place? Yes i was really pissed, I dont even want to accept that bronze medal but i took it anyway ^^ I also got a bronze medal from the football team. So that makes 2 medals from the games. And I was really happy to see the face of my old coach again. yup she was teaching in an iternational school in Singapore and no surprise shes the head coach there. After the game in Penang I came back trained harder again, to try to achieve my dreams and goals.

Mid 2002
There was a inter-college basketball match. I dont know why but we got chosen to join anyway. Let's just say the game sucked and we did't even make it to the 3rd round. As i said there was no proper coach and all that, no more training people... So there was no teamwork, trust and chemistry. we sucked bad. Nuff' said. Then after that game there was a try-out to join the brunei team to compete in China. Yup i was so happy when i got the news i was chosen for the try-outs. I joined the try outs but did'nt get into the team. Guess i sucked, or the coach was really paying attention (really he wasn;t watching) anyway be it good or bad i could'nt join the team anyway as im not local. But it was a good experience anyway.

2003
Times almsot up, I'm leaving the country soon and I suck bad. Not enuf training and all. There was this youth program thing where any bruneians can join and participate in the training, if you;re good enough you can join the national youth team. To be frank I think i could join the team, because a few of my frens that i know and played ball with joined the scheme and got in the team. And i know if i joined i would have a high chance of being in the team, but sadly i couldn't because Im not local. and i got in contact wif my old friend Chia Wei, he joined the youth program scheme thing. O ya I've been training and was always thinking of beating him when I see him again LOL. Still didn't get the chance till now. Joined the inter-college tourney again and same thing made it into the 2nd round and got whooped. Same thing no coach no training, we had to do all by ourselves no trust and all. We hav a teacher who has lots of experience playing ball actually almost to a semi-pro level i think but he wasnt a good coach. all he thinks about is playing but not coaching. So he didn't coach us cos his lazy too. After that I didn't feel like playing anymore really, just felt like quiting, I quitted basketball for 2 weeks actually in 2002 and another in 2004.

2004
Bah this year was probably the worst year of my life. I had lots of injury before but never this worse. I had a tennis elbow so I didn't play for 2 months, and 2 months wasn't good enough to heal! There was a basketball tourney in KL, and will probably be my last tourney in JIS. Ok lots of things happened, I lost my respect during 2003 and a lot more in 2004 especially from my 'coach'. I didn't get to play much in KL and was disrepected alot. The coach doesn't trust me in my shootin and all that stuff, I mean my friends trusted me a lot and told me to take more shots as from the coach is the opposite. I can tell that I wasn't useful to the team, and I don't fit in the team. My style of playing just doesn't suit his style of playing...... Yup we lost the game and won only bout 2 games, overall we were 6th outof 8th if i remembered correctly (i was palying through my tennis elbow injury). There was one game when the coach didn't played me at all. I asked for a sub but he kept saying 'wait, wait' In the end we lost anyway and the next game the starters were all exhausted so the coach didn't had a choice but played me in the game..... Let's just say i was really pissed and frustrated. One thing i was happy was that I met my ex-lady coach again, she has lost some weight :P and gotten more beautiful ,lol. No surprise her girls team was really strong and overall got 2nd place. Really happy for her team. And I was really happy when she said that I improved a lot especially with my shooting, back then when she was coaching i couldn't shoot for crap.

My last game in JIS was actually 1 week before i left the school, there was a small inter-school comp organized by ISB and we were invited. The coach knows that it was my last game, and actually I didn't really want to play in the team cos i know im nog goin to be useful for 'his' team. I joined jsut because he asked me too, thinkin maybe he wants to use me. Guess i was wrong, I didn;t get to play for the first half, that's cool. I'll play in the 2nd then, yup I did for less than 5 Freakin minutes. When he made the sub, I was about to blow him off, but one of my friend said that he'll sub instead of me, really thank the guy for letting me play more. After that game i really felt disrespected why did the coach asked me to join the team when im not useful to him? Knowing it was my last game in JIS , i felt disrespected and disgusted especially from the coach. He knew it was my last game, and at the end of the game he went 'Jason i heard you're leaving' i just didn;t look at him , said 'yeah' and walked out of the gym. That was the last time I saw his face....

And so here I am studying in KL. There are heck lots of basketball players there, and I was commited to training , waking up at 5 am to play ball by myself but slowly, i stopped playing ball and i stopped for 1 month. Maybe its time to quit? I don't know..... we'll see, those dreams and goals i still haven;t achieved and not relaly commited as before, im now confused not knowin wat to do.......

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I would like to say thank you to Rajan, Leonard, Aimi, Vyron, Anton and Shawn my buddies for being an inspiration to me who gave me motivation to play and be a better player, even when I'm down (or quit) you guys were the one that brought me up again. Ms Stevenson (the urm coach i used to hate , the fat one?) for teaching me to play basketball and made me into a better player and all ^^... Leonard thx for helping me wif that 10,000 shots in 1 week training lol